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Age when it happend: 39
Where it happened: apartment
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 3
Category: Straight

Of course my first was at a younger age, but I want to
forget that and think about the good stuff. Briefly, all
my previous relationships involved physical or mental
abuse.

I found myself living with a guy and couldn’t find a way
to break up. He was paying half the rent, and I couldn’t
afford an apartment by myself. He done his best to make me
feel bad about myself every chance he had.

By chance, I met a lady who was in a similar situation.
Sue is about 10 years older than me. We became acquainted,
and finally decided that we could share expenses of an
apartment and then we would not have to put up with the
abuse. We planned it for a long time, and finally got the
money to rent an apartment. Sue moved in first, and it took
me several days to get an opportunity to move out. I was
scared that it would get physical if I told him I was
moving. So one day me and my stuff was gone when he got
home.

Our new apartment was nicer than either of us had been in.
It was 2 bedroom and we each had our privacy. Things went
well for a couple of months, and I started realizing that
I was just miserable living by myself, not having a good
relationship like a lot of people I knew.

My room mate found me crying one day when she got home. I
tried to explain why and how I felt, and she was very
understanding and said that she was hurt to see me unhappy
like this. We kind of became each other’s counselor after
that. We were always willing to listen to each other. What
started as a convenience relationship, became a caring one.

One Friday night, when everyone else was out on the town,
we were having our pity party and counseling session, and
Sue came up with a suggestion. We would just rent a movie,
and each take a bubble bath, then watch the movie, and
have a glass of wine and not worry about the rest of the
world.

We went and picked a movie together, and then settled in
for the evening. We agreed to run each others bath water
and she said I could go first. When she said the water was
ready, with the bubbles already in it, I went to the
bathtub and found it just as she said. The temperature was
just perfect. She had the lights out and a couple of
candles lit, and it really looked relaxing.

She asked me to prepare it the same way for her when I was
done. So I soaked for about 30 minutes, and put my night
clothes on and fixed the water for her, just the same
temperature. I relaxed on the couch while she soaked. She
was in the water for about the same time.

I enjoyed the candle light so much that I turned the rest
of the lights out in the apartment and lit a candle to
watch the movie by. Sue was surprised when she came out,
and seen the candle, and the wine already poured.

She was so pleased that she decided that all this called
for a toast. So we each took our wine goblet in our right
hands, and faced each other for the toast. When I
asked what the toast would be to, she didn’t reply, she
just looked at me. I waited in curiosity of what she
would say, but she didn’t say anything. As she just stood
there, my curiosity slowly changed to anticipation, and
as I studied the look on her face, it changed more to
anxiety. I was feeling vibes from her look that I had never
felt before. I surprisingly felt comfortable, standing close
holding the goblets, preparing to toast something.

Still silent, she reached with her left hand and placed it
on my shoulder. I did the same thing, and there we stood,
touching each other and holding our goblets. As we stared
at each other, she slowly lifted her goblet, and I did the
same. We had a silent toast, and I felt that we both were
toasting silently to an enjoyable evening.

We continued to touch as we sat the goblets down. She
took the initiative and put her arms around me. I slightly
trembled, as I had never felt desires for another
woman and I was having them now, but was afraid to admit
it.

It was so pleasantly strange to have someone gently
caressing me instead of groping at me. She was so gentle,
and considerate of my feelings. Her hands touched as if
they knew just what I needed. She was so good with her
hands that I hardly noticed that she was undressing me as
we stood there. It was as if she was only caressing, but
soon she had my outer garments off, and I was standing in
her arms in panties only.

With unbelievable gentleness, she undressed herself without
ever completely losing touch of me. With not a word, she
had her arms around me, and looked into my eyes, holding
still. She didn’t move a muscle until I wrapped my arms
around her. Then, standing there, both of us in panties
only, she tightened her arms around me slightly, waiting for
my response. I did likewise with my arms, and we pressed
our breasts together. Not a word had been said since my
question about what the toast was, but we were feeling each
other and words would probably ruin the moment.

She slowly moved her face towards mine, and our lips gently
met and seemed to melt together. Everything she done seemed
so natural. It felt so natural as her lips parted and her
tongue coaxed my lips apart. Our tongues felt so good
together. She didn’t force her tongue in my mouth in a
frenzy like I had experienced with horny guys, she just
gently let our tongues mingle in a natural touching.

When she started leading me to the bedroom, I was ready.
It was not like a rush to hurry and get started. I didn’t
know that I could experience such pleasure. I realized that
this was truly going to be my first real sexual pleasure.
It would be so much better than the night I lost my
virginity to a madly thrusting dick that had no concern
for how I felt. I knew that I would look back at this night
as the night that I lost my “mental” virginity, and it
would be my first real pleasant memory.

I was totally at her mercy as she led me to the nearest
bedroom which was hers, and pulled back the covers, and
placed me on the first satin sheets that I had ever felt.

As I lay there in submission, I watched her slowly slide
her panties down her legs, never taking her eyes from
mine. Our eyes were locked together, but I could see that
she stepped out of her panties with one foot, and used the
other foot to fling them across the room. As she climbed
on the bed with me, I could see that her pussy was
completely shaved. I had to slightly raise my hips as she
gently…everything was so gentle……slid my panties
down.

She proceded to please me in ways I had only read or heard
about, and had never imagined that it could feel so good.
She pleased me with her hands, her lips, her tongue, and
it remained gentle. She lay on top of me and our skin
touching felt so good that I couldn’t believe that life
had finally handed me some pleasure.

She later assured me that this was her first time with a
woman, but she really knew how to find the places that
perhaps only a woman would really understand.

She remained so gentle, right up to the point where I broke
the silence and begged her to fuck me. I couldn’t believe
that I was begging a woman to fuck me. I had never thought
of it as fucking between two women, but as her lips tugged
on my clit and pussy lips, I begged her to fuck me harder.

She sucked my clip between her lips tightly and I could
feel her tongue rubbing it frantically and I continued to
beg her to fuck me. She made me come with a feeling that
I had never experienced before. I fell asleep, exhausted,
only realizing after I woke that she had done all the
loving and I had received all the loving.

Before the weekend was over I had tried to do for her, what
she had done for me, but she enjoys pleasing me so much
that I only ocassionally get to taste her sweet pussy. We
are both small and we fit well together in the bath tub.
It is wonderful sitting in the bubbles with her, while
the candle light flickers. She likes to play in the tub,
and really enjoys feeling my pussy with her toe in the
soapy water.

She is so considerate of how I feel, and is always trying
to make me feel good. She alwasy gives me compliments on
how I look. I often think that if it hadn’t been for our
bad relationships and our chance meeting, I would never
have known real pleasure.

We are now looking for a one bedroom apartment to save a
little more money. We never use but one bedroom now anyway
so why not get a smaller apartment?

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