I read all these other stories, and I just want all of you to know, I bet you not one of those stories are true, least they weren’t THAT good. Let’s be realistic here now, no one’s first time is really that great unless it is the one they are going to spend the rest of their life with, like their husband. Listen to me all you girls, and GUYS for that matter, don’t do it til marriage. It’s all worth the wait even as much as that sounds stupid or corny, let it be with your wife or husband, it’s the best wedding present you can give them, something that you have held onto for your whole life, it is totally worth it.
My first time was something I hadn’t planned. I wasn’t ready for it mentally, or physcially, at ALL. I had been going out with this guy for about a month or so, things seemed serious, but he knew my moral standards and things. So, of course, like most guys, he wanted to see how far he could get with me. We would kiss at school and stuff. But this one particular night, I was about to go to sleep and I heard someone at my window. So…I went and he was there, he told me to come on, we were gonna go see a movie but I should lock my door so my parnets wouldn’t know I left. So, being the stupid neive 14 yr old that i was, I went anyway. About 5 min down the road, he stopped. Then, we started kissing, and I was cool with this, I really was. But he started undoing his pants…and I got sorta uncomfortable but I didn’t say anything. Then, he told me everything was gonna be fine and he loved me, and I believed him. At the moment in time, all standards I had went flying right out that back seat window. I just lost it. I mean, I just didn’t think along those lines anymore once he took my panties off. So, I’d heard it would hurt, but I figured, well, I am a big girl, so it won’t hurt that bad. But he told me that he would go slow and I wouldn’t feel any pain and this was gonna bring us closer together. So, then that was the moment it happened. And girls, you don’t feel anything pop either, it just hurts really bad for about 10 s, and then after that you feel alot of pressure and stuff. I didn’t enjoy the first time at all. The whole thing lasted for about 15 minutes, and that was it. I went home feeling SO bad and SO let down at myself. I was mad at me, and that is the worse you can feel. To be mad at yourself is your best punishment. I cried all night long and I was sore for a few days. The soriness really reminds you of how stupid what you did was. The moment I felt him enter me, I regretted it. But I don’t blame anyone but myself. It is all my fault. No one made me do it, I did it willingly, so I do not blame him. Since then, I have totally repented. It was SO hard to do, but with the help of my friends and church leaders, I feel SO much more better about myself now, you know? So, listen, save yourself!
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