It was the last semester of my senior year in high school and Kristy and I had been friends since freshman year. I knew she liked me but I didn’t want to start anything that close to the end of school. However, she asked me to go out with her to a movie one weekend, and we ended up back at her place with her parents gone. She made it pretty clear that she was willing to have sex with me but I didn’t want to because of my religious convictions. However, we did end up tickling on the floor and, one thing leading to another, we started making out. Being a horny teenager despite my convictions, I did get as far as taking her shirt and bra off (she has really big DD’s though they sag since she’s a little fat). We didn’t have sex that night but we did start going out.
We continued to pet and make out a lot in the next month. We eventually progressed to mutual masturbation (our first time doing that was actually while parking in a cemetary). By this time I was experiencing a pretty big crisis in my faith which was partially related to my desire to have sex with Kristy. Finally I got to the point to where I didn’t care if it was wrong, I just wanted to fuck. I told Kristy and we decided to do it after school one day at her house. Her parents both work so we always had several hours together alone after school.
We started by making out on her waterbed and slowly I started to strip her as she likewise took off my clothes. Despite her obesity she was a very pretty girl with straight blond hair and a very cute face. I also greatly enjoyed sucking her large tits. We started out 69ing, she sucks great cock. I then laid her on her back to fuck her and tried to put on the condom. I don’t know if it was nerves or inexperience but I couldn’t get the condom on without losing my erection. Finally we gave up and settled for her sucking me off. To her credit she swallowed my cum when I came.
The next day we decided to definitely lose our virginity together no matter what. We moved to the guest room which had a firm mattress (the waterbed was making it too awkward for inexperienced lovers such as ourselves). There is really not too much to tell from here. I managed to get the condom on and by stradling one of her legs I slowly pushed my hard dick up inside of her. I propped myself up on top of her and began thrusting in and out of her. The condom really cut down on the sensation for me but eventually I was able to cum (she didn’t even get anywhere close to orgasm until a few months after that).
That first time wasn’t very good because of the awkwardness and fumbling around. However, we continued to fuck nearly every day after that for the next 2 months and through the summer till I went away to college. We stayed together for most of my freshman year and I would make trips home to fuck her, as often as possible. However, as the relationship wore on it became more and more apparent that I was only with her for the sex. I didn’t love her and I knew I didn’t but I was addicted to sex. I finally became convicted that I was treating her badly and so we broke up. I now greatly regret the whole relationship and especially losing my virginity with her because I know that I never really loved her except for sex. Fortunately I have received God’s forgiveness and I have asked for Kristy’s, though (understandably) she refuses to forgive me. I can live with her hatred but I regret the pain I have caused her. I am now happily married to a woman who understands and has forgiven my sordid past. She is truly the love of my life and I wish I had saved myself for her.
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