I was young…..so unexperienced. I was dating a guy for abot two months, he wass older than me. We used to fool around lots……all of this was so new to me. I was really shy and sometimes felt very uncomfortable. I told him I wasn’t a vigin. I don’t know why I did this, I guess I didn’t want him to think me as unexperienced. One day when I was down his house we were in his room, he had a small house and his brother and dad were home. He was like “r u sure u r ready?, its up to u”…I said yes……I never aloud myself to make one sound…I was scared I didn’t know what it suppose to be like……it hurt me….I felt bad and dirty. I can’t believe I had sex with his dad in the same house…..I felt really bad for that. I couldn’t wait to get home. How he told me he loved me all the time…but not once I said it back. I continued to go out with this guy for about 4 more months. He told everybody about our sex life. That was all that our relationship was all about. usually 5 or 6 times a day. It caused me to get a bad name…..I took me s to earn a good one back, but once and again I am reminded about this relationship. I makes me sick and I regret it so much. I should of saved myself for someone I really cared about. I followed up on my mistakes 4 other times with 4 other guys. I am glad no one know about it, I lived a life with regret. I try to put it all behind. But now I live a different life. It has only been s…..but i must say..I have changed greatly and now do I realize how young I was….and how one guy changed my life….
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