well it alo started when i was s old when i met my at the time then a good friend, probably the best friend i ever had. then i started to go out with him. when i we went out for a meal together like we often did. when i got home from the restaurant, i had been locked out from my family home.
Gary told me that i could stay at his house for the night. obviously as we had not slept together bfore, i wanted to sleep on the sofa.
When i got there Gary’s aunt was staying with him so i ended up sleeping in his room in his bed. Soon after the lights went out, i felt gay’s hand come across my body onto my breasts, then down towards my pubic area. My heart began to race with nervousness, but somehow i knew that tis was the right time for me, although it was not a perfect setting for the first time which all teenage girls dream of.
Gary began to take al of my clothes off, i never knew that he had already undressed himself and was in bed naked. just shows how fast he made a move after i got into bed. I knew that this was it and there was no turning bsack even though i knew that i never wanted to.
When he finally began to penetrate me, it realy hurt, there wasnt really a way to explain the pain. but i hoped that it got better as we went on. the whole thing lasted for roughly five minutes, but when its your first time it feels like forever and a day. i never orgasmed. i never expected to because it hurt so much.
The only real thing that worried me about the pain was that i bled really badly afterwards. i stod above the toilet seat and watched the blood flow down the toilet.
but from to me, above all that, Gary was the perfect partner.
Now looking back, Gary was really crap in bed. He made no effort to make me feel good about myself at all. He just usedto get ontop of me and do his thing. But the first one is always fantastic until u sleep with others, which i have had plenty of experience. We split up soon ater that. I made the biggest mistake of my life sleeping with him, because he was the perfect friend but the worst lover you could ever have.
Now i am very happily married with a beautiful daughter to show for our love for one another. i look back and just think of it all as a learning curve in my life.
My husband is the only lover i ever want in life now. He makes me feel right and so good as a woman. He really makes sure that my needs and fantasies are taken care of. Thats what a woman needs, not a man like Gary who just woos u into bed and then dumps you after he has scored.
good time girly
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