My boyfriend and I had known each other for over a year, but had just started dating. I knew that I loved him very much, and most adults are going to tell me, “You have no idea what love is.” At that time, whether I knew or not, I know what I felt being with this person.
It was a February evening. My parents were home, but my door was shut. My boyfriend and I were laying in bed as usual, and things just started happening. We had always kissed each other as a normal habit, but every single one on this night was as romantic as ever. I grew to liking his tongue in my mouth and his hands wandering all up and down my body as I lay on top of him, still with my clothes on. Every chance I could, I would look down at him, see his handsome face, smile, then start tearing up because I couldn’t hold in my emotions. I wanted him just as much as he wanted me, being the sexual person that I am.
The next thing I know, he pulled my jeans and underwear down. All he had to do was unzip his pants. He didn’t have a hard time knowing what to do next, since he wasn’t a virgin. I was. I was not very nervous, but more scared that my mother would walk in.
He pulled me to the edge of the bed on my back with my legs pointing straight up in the air. I had already known what his dick looked like, and it didn’t surprise me that when he stuck it in me, I didn’t gain too much pleasure. (It is only about 4 inches long. At the time, he was 15 years old, 6 foot 1 inches, and weighed 280 pounds.) When he started thrusting, I learned to accept the fact the he could only go so far inside of me with his length and all.. but I did start to like the feeling.
Now that we’ve been together for 14 months, we have sex about once every week or so. Not because I don’t like it, I enjoy it don’t get me wrong, but because we don’t get the chance to do it. I have adapted to his man-hood, and realized that everyone is different. I really believe that I am going to be with him for a very long time, and I accept him for who he is.
I love him and hope that maybe someday I can talk him into getting some enhancement to see what it feels like with the real goods. ;]