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Confused

Age when it happend: 18
Where it happened: Boy's dorm room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

One minute his fingers were inside me…and the next, something BIGGER was in there.

I was naive. Confused. I still am. Honestly, the day after, I wasn’t even sure if I’d HAD sex. I had to ask my friend for help.

Me: “So…something was in there, and it was too big to be a finger, and didn’t feel like two. Plus, his hands were at my sides.”
Friend: “….are you ACTUALLY asking me this? Seriously? *shakes head”

So…I assume that means it was sex.

It didn’t feel like it. It felt good, kind of painful, but pretty much the same as fingering. Maybe he was small? I don’t know. Honestly, it was all so fast, and I was so stunned, I didn’t even notice. And seeing as how he’s Jamaican and I’m white, I would’ve imagined I would KNOW…

We didn’t talk about it after. We never talk about these things. A three-month college dorm fling, and yet we never really talked.

That was the last time we “hooked up”.

I’m not sure how I feel about that. Two months later, I’m still not sure.

…But writing about it helps.

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