In my childhood, I started masturbation earlier than anybody I can imagine even today. At the age of 5 or 6, I used to rub my penis against the round wooden arm of cot. While sharing cot with brother or sister or grandmother, at night, I used to hold the other person tightly and rub my body against his/hers. Soon, I started rubbing with my hand. My sister two years elder and I used to play with each other’s genitals. I distinctly remember that when my younger brother was born, my sister and I danced naked in a closed room. I was 7 and a half year old at that time. I used to wonder, why after some time the tip of the penis became wet or sticky (as a result of discharge of minor, lass than a drop, quantity on reaching orgasm). I also wondered and my sister wondered more than me as to why I became disinterested and wanted to stop the game soon after penis getting sticky. Gradually, we roped in our two younger brothers and one younger sister (the younger sister always took much less interest) in our acts. Our parents did doubt something, but did not confront us. I do not know how it all started. We continued these games for years. We brothers used to fuck our sister and each other from the back. Our family environment was such that till the age of 16, I or even my elder sister did not know what was sex, how to perform intercourse, etc. We thought that we were the only ones in the world to have touched each other’s body. I had played with her breasts but never sucked the same. It was only after her marriage that she told me “You know nothing. You have been inserting from the back. Your brother in law entered from the front. It was very enjoying. Five times in a night. That is how children are bornâ€Â. I never touched my sister after her marriage though I asked her twice to show her lower body from a three-four feet distance, which she did. Today, I feel thankful to God that I did not know how to do the intercourse, otherwise I would have made her pregnant many times and things would have been exposed. Among other problems, it would have brought a lot of bad name to the entire family. Since younger sister did not take much interest and threatened to complain to our father, I continued the game with my brothers. Common study room was a blessing. I stopped at the age of 22+ when my parents started looking for a bride for me. I was afraid, if I did not stop at that time, my brothers might want a share in my wife. Today, my brothers are married and once in a while we watch a blue film together.
I have no regrets with what we did. I am sure, if I invite my sister now after 32 years of her marriage, she will surely come. But I do not have the courage.
After marriage, I think I have not been able to perform as well. On the first night, both of us were tired due to following various customs throughout the day. As she entered the room, I removed her clothes. I told her that I was watching a woman’s body for the first time. As I prepared to enter, I finished. She did not convey any displeasure and expressed desire to sleep. Both of us slept. Next day, we went to Nainital by a night bus. While most passengers were asleep, I sucked her breast in the bus. Once in Nainital, we enjoyed each other’s bodies to the fullest, day and night, but only for two days when she had her periods. Thereafter, I had to suffice with her breast and other body parts.
In the years that followed, many a time thereafter, I had the problem of not getting full erection or early ejaculation. However, she did not take it very seriously and often co-operated a lot. At best, she will ask me to sleep with my arm on her body. After about 5 years of marriage, she once brought from a friend, 8-10 porn pictures with male sucking the vagina and bathing in the female cum. She asked if that wasn’t dirty. I replied, no, not at all, and I immediately kissed her bottoms. She was thrilled. Soon, I started sucking, licking and violently inserting my tongue with full force. Today, even after 25 years of marriage, I satisfy her to the fullest by sucking and fingering, which give her greater satisfaction than actual fucking. Though I am not sure whether the fucking takes her to Orgasm or not but certainly every time I engage in sucking and fingering her, she reaches the top of the world. She has also mastered the art of masturbating me and giving me full satisfaction, though she does not like to suck or even kiss my penis. This we do 2-3 times a week while we have the normal intercourse, only once in 20-30 days. I have not had any sex with anybody other than my wife, except with my brothers and sisters to the extent mentioned above.
I have no regret regarding my sex life, but yet I always feel thirsty of having sex with other women, particularly those of my age (48). Feel like having sex with close relations like wife’s bhabhi, wife’s sister, neighbour who calls me bhaiya, many office colleagues and even own sister. I feel that my ability to suck a female’s vagina can win me any female’s heart if I could get an opportunity to make a beginning. The fear of getting exposed is the main issue as I am considered to be a highly respectable and shareef (simple and honest) person at home and at office. I wish somebody, a female, to come to me and offer to suck my penis.
Though many readers may take the above as a fantasy, what I have described is my real life story.
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