i had been going out with my bf for a lil under 2 months during the summer before i went to college. now while i have had numerous bf’s i had never been in love before. he was no different, but i could feel myself falling for him in the short time we went out. once i got to college( a plane ride away) we broke up 2 weeks later. although it had been a mutual decision, i was still devestated. it happened that my friends and i were going to the first party of the yr. i proceeded to basically drink away my problems. at the party i met one of the guys, and we really hit it off well.we had just started dancing and grinding together when the cops came to bust up the party. since we were both under 21 we left, and he was going to walk me back to my dorm. however i realized i had given my keys to my roomate, and i had no idea where she was. he told me i could crash at his place. we walked to the house he shared with some of the other guys (none of the others were home). i knew something was going to happen, but i didn’t realize it would progress so far. once we went in the house we ended up in the doorway of his room, where he kissed me. we continued to make outfor a little bit, while he felt me up a little as well.somehow while doing that and being very drunk we managed to make it to the bed. once on the bed he started to remove me of my clothes. there was little foreplay before the sex, only while taking off each other clothes.once we were both removed of all our clothes he put on a condom. he only put on the condom because i told him to. (i’m not sure how i had the presence of mind to tell him to put on a condom, but not to tell him to stop, cuz this was not what i wanted.) however, he entered me, and although it was quite uncomfortable, i was not in alot of pain(though this could have been because of the amount of alcohol in my system) and it seemed my hymen had already been broken… probably during one of the numerous sports i played. he lasted probably bout 20 mins before he blew. throughout the whole time i was never really enjoying it. porbably because of it being my first time, and his very little penis. after sex he tried to make me cum by fingering me, but he only did it for a few minutes before passing out. i regret the whole experience. although i was not planning on waiting for marriage, i was waiting to give my virginity to someone i loved.
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