It was wierd, we were close friends and i’d known him for about 6 months before i started to have any kind of feeling towards him that way. When i first met him, I was really into another guy but there was kind of a no go area, friends brother, but i knew something could happen. Anyway, one night i was quite upset when we were in a club about the guy I’d liked for a long time, and the other guy was there to look after me. This was when i actually realised i liked him, even though there had always been a bit of something there. So anyway, we ended up kissing alot in the toilets of a club, but i wasnt going to lose my virginity there, so we just left it at that. After that night it was well awkward for about a month, then i seen him around again.
I spoke to him, told him how i felt, he was really shocked, and quite..not as happy as i thought maybe? So i was gutted, i didnt know what to do, i was really upset. So that night i just went home early and went to sleep. I got a phonecall in the middle of the night telling me that he acted like a twat when i told him that and that he actually did really like me, and hes sorry hes not very good when it comes to girls. He asked me to go for a drink with him the next night so we could talk, and see what goes…
So the next night, i was prepared, I took some condoms in my bag, got ready and went to a bar to meet him. We sat for about 2 hours just having a good talk, having fun basically, the odd kiss here and there. We were having a great time alone, then about 6 people we knew came in, it kind of ruined it cos it was awkward. I stood up saying i was gonna go and get some cash out of the cash machine, and gave him a look as if to say come out we’re going home. When we got out he held my hand and kissed me passionately, this is when i knew i could soon be in love with him. We walked to the bus stop and i just stood in his arms waiting for the bus. We started making out alot on the bus home and i was getting horny. I wasnt worried about it being my first time because he’d only slept with one person before anyway, which was odd cos theres a 2 year age difference. When we got back to his house, we couldnt control ourselves, kissing, taking clothes off as we were getting up the stairs, i knew what was going to happen and im SO glad his parents were away. We got to the bedroom and just kissed for about 10 minutes, I touched him and he touched me, he kissed me all over my body, i was getting real horny and i knew i was ready. We just carried on kissing and he fingered me, it didnt hurt at all, it felt real good, and i touched his dick until he was ready to have sex. He spread my legs apart and made sure i was ready, which i completely was, and slowly entered me until he was fully in. It didnt hurt much, just a tight feeling, nothing bad. He was pumping in and out of me for at least 30 minutes before he come. He was wearing a condom so it was okay. I didnt come due to intercourse, so he finished me off in a different way. It was amazing. Such a good first time, i always thought it would be clumsy and shit, but it really wasnt. We just lay there for hours after that, kissing and talking, and had sex once more. I stayed at his for 3 night after that til his parents were back. We’re still together now, and im really really happy. I love him.