Where it happened: dorm room
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
my boyfriend and i had been together for 6 months and began talking about taking it to the next level. i had only had one other boyfriend before him, who i did nothing with but kiss and fooled around with a guy or two, but never went the whole way. it wouldn’t be his first time and i felt a little weird about that. we had already established that we loved each other and wanted to be together forever, but i had initially wanted to wait until marriage. finally i gave in, half for myself, half for him the month of my birthday, a few weeks after our 6 month anniversary. i was deathly afraid of getting pregnant, so i went on the pill, but we made love before it would have taken effect. we waited for my roommate to leave and started foreplay. my bed was raised and was not good for getting comfortable so he pulled the mattress of the bed and onto the floor. we continued foreplay, but i was so nervous i kept drying up. he did everything he could to make me comfortable but i kept unconsciously pushing him away when he tried to thrust into me. finally it happened, after several attempts he broke my barrier. it was excruciating. and then it just felt weird, like an invader moving around in there. he wrapped my arms around him and encouraged me to make love to him, but i was too hurt to move. after what seemed like forever, he said he couldn’t last much longer and climaxed inside me, much to my chagrin. all i got out of it was loss of breath and blood and afterwards i even vomited. of course, it’s gotten better and now i really enjoy it, even crave it sometimes, which i never thought i would. we’re still together a little more than a year later and i wear my beautiful promise ring every day. we’ll be married soon after a i graduate college in about a year and a half. i do wish our first time was more romantic and less matter of fact, but that’s what it was, and i can’t change it. oh, and i didn’t get pregnant and the pill has been working excellently. a scary thing and source of stress is now wonderful.
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