Where it happened: my house
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Well i was going out with this girl for about 3 months.
and i loved her.we where at my house and had already done everything else basically besides sex, blow job, hand job, blah blah blah. so i asked her if it was ok. she quickly said yes. and i asked her about 30 times after that if it was ok, and if she was sure.she told me not to worry and that she was positive. so we started and yes i was protected.it was ok a little bit of blood and i was so scared before because i didn’t know what to do. so the blood didn’t help.we had sex for about a half an hour to forty five minuets. after we just laid there and talked until she had to leave. the thing is i am still with this girl for over a year now and i found out later on that she had been raped. and now i have lost feeling for her. well not in that way just it fills me with rage every time i think about it because i know the guy who did it. and when i think about it i get so mad and disgusted that this is who i gave my first time to that i almost dont want to be with her anymore. then at the same time i remember how much i love her. im stuck in between. and always will be.