Where it happened: Backpacker's
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
My first time was not a normal situation under any circumstances.
I was in another town for a few days with a few friends and was staying at a backpackers. I was waiting outside the bathroom for my friend to come out and got talking to a German guy who was over for a few weeks holiday. It turned out him and a few of his friends were hungry so when my friend came out of the bathroom we went and got my other few friends then headed to get dinner as a group. After dinner a few of his friends went back to the backpackers but my friends and i, along with this guy, let’s call him Phillip, and a few of his friends carried on to get a few drinks. After spending an hour or so in some club we decided to buy our own alcohol and take the drinking back to one of our rooms. We ended up pretty drunk, Phillip’s friends were leaving early the next morning and so they left while he stayed behind to continue drinking with me and my friends. We played drinking games including ones involving slowly stripping..We climbed out the window, up ladders and sat on the roof together for a while. As my friends descended the ladder, heading back to the room he grabbed onto my hand and pulled me into him, kissing me.
We then went back to my room, a majority of my friends left and went back to their room leaving just me, Phillip and one of my friends who was very drunk and proceeded to pass out completely on the bed. Phillip and i began making out, undressing each other as we got more and more heated. We were scared that my friend was going to wake up and so we moved into the bathroom. He soon asked me if i wanted to have sex. I was so sick of being a virgin, as well as rather drunk so i agreed. He left to get a condom and when he came back he got me to bend over and he entered my vagina from behind. At first it was very awkward and uncomfortable but soon we got into a rhythm. Afterwards we moved back into the bedroom and continued to have sex through out the night in a few different positions. While Phillip had a lot of experience with girls, i didn’t have all that much experience with guys, being a virgin and everything. We probably had sex about four or five times that night, maybe more. I couldn’t help but feel like it was only benefiting him. He continued to say how good i was and how he couldn’t believe i’d never done it before, how hot i was making him and how amazing the sex was, while i felt quite the opposite as i began to sober up and realise what i was actually doing. I haven’t had sex since this incident, i guess it only happened 7 months ago, but i am only hoping that next time i have sex it will be with someone i’ve known for more than only a few hours, someone who i have feelings for and someone who i trust and am completely and utterly attracted to.
I don’t regret my first time as i was at the point where alot of my friends were no longer virgins and i just really wanted to lose it in one way or another. Even though this experience was not exactly amazing, romantic or even enjoyable i don’t feel dirty or bad about it, which is almost weird i think.
Atleast next time i have sex, i will know what’s good and what’s not 🙂