Where it happened: Boyfriend's bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
It was a really hot day in Australia. My last day in my home county. My boyfriend and I were going out for 4 months, he was 14 and I had just had my 15th birthday. I wanted to spend my last day with him before leaving for France for a 6 month exchange. I met him outside on the beach, under “our tree”. He sat, we chatted about meaningless things, commented on the tourists playing cricket, that sort of thing. We had always been such a “physical couple” we always had to be connected. After a makeout sesion, he asked “so where do you want to go”. As I am a very indecisive person, we just walked up to the road and ended up in front of his house. He said “no one is home, do you wanna go in or walk somewhere else”. In the end we snuck around to his side door and entered the house. Silently he grabbed my hand and we walked to his bedroom. I just wanted to express how much I loved him and how much I was going to miss him. We had talked about sex and had come to a loose agreement that we would wait untill I was back from France. After some usual mucking around in his room, all I said was “can we?”. He then replied “ok, but I don’t know how”. He Was so nervous, and I was too. He got outthe condom and then we were ready. As he pulled my undies down my legs I closed my eyes, I was selfconsious, although he has seen everything before, and I was nervous. He climbed over me and slid it in. It hurt. But only a little. It didn’t last long, but that didn’t matter. In the start we were giggling, after it went silent, there were whispered “I love you”s. 5 minutes after it was over I had to leave because his dad was coming home. As he walked me to the front door, he gave me one last long kiss. He said “I already miss you” and gave me one last peck. I said “I’m going to cry, so I’m just going to pretend I’m not really leaving, I’m going to pretend I will see you tomorrow”. And with one last smile, one ready smile, I walked down the gravel. I knew we were going to break up when I was away, but I don’t regret it, it’s because I loved him, I still do.