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can i take it back

Age when it happend: 19
Where it happened: not my house
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

This is a sad but true story.its not pretend or a porn article i thought up an wrote like sum of these fake stories on here. i was 19 and a sorry to say a little niave and didnt now it.i always wanted my first time to be somehing i wanted to do or wit someone i loved or cared for. wrong! My first time was with a piece of shit guy. i met him at work.i was the new person an all eyes were on me the new chick and everyone wanted to talk to me.i was lovin the attention.he was all in my face and thirsty.he was an older guy but was kinda pathetic because he wanted to be young and cool. an was a fake as player i knew he was talkin to other girls i didnt care because i was using him to buy me drinks.i was bored an getting hooked on the attention.i would come over his house spend nights sum times or whatever. a couple times he went down on me an to tell you the truth that shit was HORRIBLE.i’ve only let one person at that time go down on me so he was the second an that shit sucked ass.im thinking since he’s older an more experinced that it would be head turning.uuuuhhh no try again.so i let him do it more because i thought maybe it would get better.guess what it didn’t.one day i went over his house to spend a night just cuz i was bored.i woke up and he was just staring at me.i was like what? he says i was just lookin at how hot you are.(i thought this was lame i dont say hot and he’s to old to be saying hot)then he asked could he go down on me.i said no and he basicly was begging me to let him.i was like ok what ever.so as he was clumsily licking a sucking at my clit i lay there pretnding to moan and says oooh yeah that feels good.so then he lifts his head up and says can i stick it in a little bit.i SARCASTICLY said yeah sure. i didn’t think he would an thought he got the himt.an i figured i could just tell him stop if he tried to.this muthafucka get up and tried to puch his lil pecker inside of me and it hurt.he didnt even try to ease it in and he knew i was a virgin.so i say aahh stop but he didnt he just kept doing it.then he says you want me to stop because i can hear you are in a lot of pain.i said yeah so im thinking he’s going to stop now good.but this asshole kept pushing an im whimpering and telling him stop but he wouldn’t stop.so im just laying there in pain with this thing on top of me trying to force his way inside of me.so all of i just hear him moaning and him pumping not inside of me but on da outside.but then i realized he was inside of me all i felt was pain.he was pumping madly an rapidly not stoping to see if i was ok or even looking me in the eyes.i was in shock because i just realized i just lost my virginity to a piece of shit and i didn’t want to.an was squelling in pain and saying stop but he just kept going an almost knocked me off of da bed.the only good thing is that it didnt last long at all it was over before i knew it.when he was done he pulled out before he came and nutted all over my pussy didn’t ask if he could just did.then smiled said aaah that was great then got up and went to the living room.i justlayed there disgusted and ashamed.ashamed that it wat with him.ashamed he came on me.ahamed that i didnt have a choice.an ashamed that he didnt even use a condom on me.an to ashamed to tell anyone what happend.this is my story so please dont judge especially if you never went through anything like this.i always wanted my first time to be with someone special or romantic but instead all i got was chaos.dont feel sorry for me or pitty me.because i dont want to pitty me.i just want to move on an forget.

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