Where it happened: Glasgow
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
okay. my friends cusin is openly gay and he is hilarious and everyone loves him. i on the other hand was sectretly gay. ive given bjs and recieved them from guys before but this was my first “sex” experience. There were 4 of us alll drinking my friend aimi brought her boyfriend and cusin to my flat as a sorta party i suppose. we were getting drunk and asking kieran (the gay guy) alot about gay experiences and of course he never missed a detail. i found myself getting quite turned on and as the night went on i realised i had feelings for him. when it was about 2am aimi and her bf we asleep on the sofa and kieran was in my room, i was on my floor. he on the bed.. i woke up about an hour later and found him on the floor beside me hugging me. part of me wated to jusst lay there forever tbh. i could sort of feel he had a boner but it wasnt fully erect quite yet. i took a chance. i leaned over and kissed his amazingly smooth and large lips. he immediately grabbed my head and pushed my mouth into his. his tongue was like nothing ive ever experinced. i began rubbing his cock and he mine. none of us opened our eyes – well i deffinately didnt! – and we began to take our trousers off and tops off. i went down and started sucking him off, kieren was mumbling something about how its wrong of us. because he’s my best friends cousin but he never stopped me. i may have got a bit enthusiastic and tried to fuck him. he stopped me and told me not yet. so forced my finger, still eyes closed, towards his ass and shoved my finger inside him. he was moaning soo much i had to cover his mouth :S i was scared aimi and her boyfriend would wake up :S..i fingered him for a while until he told me he was ready. i then flipped him onto his stomach on the floor and started to enter him. i was trembling. with fear. he directed me in and lead out this massive scream !! i jumped for a BIT but then realised he was doing thruust movements towards me, away from me, towards me, away from me. it felt amazing. i came inside him – we had no condom :S was a risk but we werent caring – and i blew him til he came inside my mouth. it wasnt my first time giving a bj but kierans cock was litereally perfect. i grabbed him after we finished and placed my finger on his lips as if to say shh. i whispered into his ear and i will always remember this “i will never ever forget that experience.” i then added “please dont tell aimi” i was straight and worried that it was gnna get out that id slept with a guy. so yeah. i mean we speak now and again but he made it clear to me one day on fbook that he doesnt have feelings for me at all and never will. i still think of him sometimes tbh, i really liked him.