Where it happened: My bed
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I was 21 and a virgin my junior year in college. I guess that is late to give it up but I was busy with my degree. I was dating only my second girl friend and she wanted to get serious. She was well known as a good girl and she didn’t smoke even pot or drink . Martha told me straight up she wanted to get engaged and I had to promise to marry her before she would let me shag her. It took me a month before I found a ring I liked for her. It took another month of saving up before I could afford to buy it. So I proposed by kneeling in the snow at her front door . I kissed her for the first time right there with her parents looking out the window. We set a date to get married a year later. I was sent on a lab assignment for my degree that took me away for two months. When I returned she had found an apartment off campus on the other side of town. She was in to college soccer and was gone somewhere every weekend. We talked on the phone every day but we could hardly ever see each other. Time flew by and before I knew it the wedding was two months away. There was a death in her family and we went together and finally had time with each other. We took our funeral clothes in to a private room at her relatives to change and that’s when I told her I had never seen her not fully clothed . She stood there in her bra and slip as I looked her over. She was very pretty and I told her and she just smiled at me. I was changing and putting my tie on and she just stood there. It’s been a long time for you hasn’t it? I realized then , we have talked a few thousand hours but never about sex. Oh yea it’s been a very long time. Because I never lie and I just did she looked crossed eyed at me and turned angry. Mumbling under her breath she would of slapped me if people weren’t close. She looked at me and said ” she better of been damn good “. How could you she started sobbing? I’m so sorry I lied to you . So when was it she growled at me? I’m a virgin if you want to know the truth. It’s hasn’t been a long time . It’s never happened. I had some opportunities with willing persons , but I didn’t love them. So I just turned them down. She looked at me and knew I was telling the truth. See how even a little lie sets me off. She sat by me and held my hand. I asked her how about you? Has it been a while? Don’t ask me any thing unless your ready for the truth. She replied then slapped my leg and that was it before we went to the funeral. Your a virgin and 21 she said hours and hours later as we were driving home. It was a long drive and I went to a roadside rest to take a break. In my 51 classic Buick the seat goes all the way across and it doesn’t recline. So I parked and looked at tall Martha all crammed in the corner trying to sleep. I pulled her over to the center and lay her flat on the long seat. I fantasized I was lifting her skirt having my way. I boldly unbuttoned her top button of her blouse. I so wanted to hold her strong lean body . I just sat there and looked and dreamed. Two hours later Martha opened her eyes and smiled . What ya thinking? You were sound asleep and I couldn’t stand it any longer so I made love to you in your sleep. It was silent as she stretched and turned on her side. Did you like it ? she asked me . Yea it was a new feeling. I’m sure next time it will be better when your awake. I don’t ever wake up easy as you will soon find out. She lifted her skirt and lightly touched her crotch and placed her skirt back down. Thanks for keeping me dressed I could of caught a chill. I wished I could of seen your face being it was our first time. I’m disappointed and tired. let me sleep a little longer. I sat beside her thinking I’m the biggest liar in the world , telling my bride to be, I shagged her in her sleep. Looking at the vending machine at the roadside rest a cup of java sounded good. Martha’s purse was there so I opened it in hope it held a few coins. You can learn a little when you open some ones purse or wallet. What did I find? A dollar. And a small paper wrapped tube I thought was a tampon . It wasn’t it was spermicide. That raised my eyebrows. I bought my coffee and was deep in thought when two warm arms wrapped around me. It is so good to be loved. What if I got you pregnant ? I asked Martha. Then you would be a magician ,big man because you never made love to me in my sleep you liar. Your saying I would of wakened you. No I’m saying there would be evidence when I woke up. I pulled out so I wouldn’t leave any evidence. You think your so smart don’t you. How would she know if I was in her or not I thought to my self? We kissed and held each other and my mind wondered. OK Martha said . I’m not mad . Its just I wanted my first time with you to be special. Thanks for pulling out. That just shows how thoughtful you are. That had to be very hard to do since it was your first time. This just isn’t fair . You made love to me and I haven’t even seen you undressed. We left and drove home . I started reading up on intercourse and Martha and I busied our selves with last minute wedding plans. It was three days before the wedding and we were exhausted with so much to do and I was busy getting my apartment ready for her to move in. Lamp on her side of the bed , a hook for her robe on the bedroom door. I borrowed a pick up and was driving back and forth with her things while she was at work. While moving her dresser I was distracted by her private things holding each one up for my personal inspection. Only being 19 she had a big collection of sexy things. The bathroom was next and I emptied the vanity into a hamper.10 new tooth brushes in plastic ,Cleansers, hair Prouducts , make up, then the feminine hygiene stuff. I saw what I thought was a compact but bigger. It was a diaphragm ! Beside it was a large box with many spermicide tubes. That same drawer had assorted condoms at least twenty or so. There are expiration dates on these items so I looked if they were old . They were not of course. I’m not stupid ! Martha is 19 of course she is or was sexually active . Just not with me her fiancé, yet. I was a little steamed but getting over it when I ran in to the assortment of vibrating vagina projectiles she had in the head board shelf. Oh my gosh! I tossed them into the hamper with everything else. Then even more condoms in various sizes from jumbo to regular. The clincher was the Viagra pill blister pack with only three left. I saw the trash can by the bed. Don’t look I said to my self. I picked up the clear bag out of the trash can and I could see the open foil condom wrappers. I was crushed and sat on the bed . What am I getting my self in to? I called Martha just to hear her voice and I told her I never did make love to her on the way back from the funeral. Why are you telling me this she asked? I just want to be up front with you. I’ll see you when school let’s out she said ( she worked in the school office). I kept loading occasionally crying knowing Martha was busy in bed the hole time we were engaged. Martha showed up with two students she had given rides. We left them in the apartment as we tied some items to the truck. The little blond girl came running out just as I started the truck. What the FU*K ! You trying to get me knocked up. You can’t start a big boy like that and tell him NO! Wait I know what your looking for I told the blond bimbo. I grabbed the hamper. That’s not all my stuff or my diaphragm . She grabbed what she wanted and ran back .
I looked at Martha , I’m so sorry I thought …. Virgin boy let’s get one thing straight. I love you ! I am not marrying you to have sex every night. I want to spend my life with you forever. I haven’t cheated on you and it’s not in my plans.
I want to know the truth ,the whole truth Martha, I said. We drove and unloaded the truck. Martha said now is as good as any time.
She sat me down and started pacing. I was very sexually active in middle school and as a high school freshman . My cousin Simon was my first, he is retarded some and very strong and I was no match for him. He was 22 and I was12. The first rape scared me so much . He had no idea what he was doing but some how he got the job done. I can control him now and he is no problem any more. I have been pregnant three times ! Simon my cousin’s baby we aborted mostly because the amino showed a downs baby and I was so young. The second time I was knocked up by Billy Rosenberger a 6 grader who gave me lunch money and sex was how I payed him back. I was 14 when I delivered his baby girl C section. The third time I got pregnant from Oliver Riley it was just two months after I delivered my girl . I wanted to make sure I still liked sex after having a baby. His condom broke he said but I could tell he pulled it off and wasn’t wearing it the whole time. I miscarried that baby boy at 20 weeks. I was so destroyed loosing the baby I rarely hooked up after I turned 16. I have only had sex a dozen times since then. None at all in the last 10 months . Where is your daughter? A good couple have her. I see her at a distance she doesn’t know me. Martha this is so much to process. You loving me with out sex is the best part of my life. It’s your life I want to be good like you. You can pray to God with me that he help us through life. We were married and that evening I undressed Martha . I gave her my virginity . We have great normal sex sometimes twice a day. And yes some times in her sleep.
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