Where it happened: His house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
It was april 3, 2009 and I had a half day at school. No one even went to school on those days, except for losers, so I ditched. My friend of about three years invited me to his house and while I didn’t have any intentions of having sex with him I still cleaned up and shaved and all that. When we got to his house we went to his room and cuddled in the bed and watched a movie. After a while we started kissing, which wasn’t surprising because when we first met there was an attraction between us, one that he never got over. Anyway, kissing led to other things and he went down on me but he didn’t go further then that. After a while he asked me what was on my mind, because I looked very pensive. I told him I was thinking whether or not to let him be my first. He said it was my personal choice and if I wanted to then we could. So I said yes and we did it. It was……BAD! It felt so bad, and I was so ashamed. Afterwards I asked him to drive me to my cousins house and I cried to her for hours because it was so wrong. The thing is I had just broken up with my boyfriend of two years who I was madly in love with and thought he’d be the one. It was such an ugly break up and I was so depressed that I wanted to just lose it to get back at him but it didn’t hurt anyone but me. So I cried and cried for days and till this day I still try to forget my first time. I made the decision to do it, but I did it for the wrong reason.
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