Where it happened: "The Shack"
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
My first time was alright i guess….i wish i could go back but to late. Well lets get started.
I was with Bob for all together a year and half, he was amazing to me was always sweet and would get me whatever i wanted. I meet his family and spent time with them Christmas eve and New years eve. I grow up in church my whole life so i know what was wrong and right but you know when you meet the your first love who you cant stand to be apart from. I was 15 at the time and he was 17 so i was not really a age problem at all i loved the fact the he was older, and taller. We were both in band together he played the tuba i played the trombone. We started talking around San Antiona time when band made it to state and we all went it was the best time! I was in a group with my dad and my little brother at the mall cause i oldest brother took my mom. I bought shoe lashes at hot topic and was super excited well we all had to meet out side of the mall for the buses so i was flirting and just messing with him and rapped the lases around he neck. we were face to face and i thought wow he really likes me….okay.
We started dating december 8 of 2009, he started hinting about sex around 4 months of being togther i blow it off as nothing. i started putting thing together after our date after valentines day, we went to the movies but mostly just made out. he had his arm around me and i thought…this is my chance okay. I took his hand and put in on my boob he started rubbing it and i didnt think anything of it. I moved my hand back and forth across his lap and could feel he was hard. he kept moving around wanting me to touch it but i moved my hand away. By this time he had his hand up my shirt i moved his hand and sat there….on the way home i thought what are you thinking. he texted me saying im was so pretty and perfect for me and i still didnt think a thing.
Nothing physical happend tell june of 2010 a few days after my birthday and 1 week after his. We meet up and talked in his car. the first day i missed him so much i got on top of him and made out with him i was stared thinking someone was gonna drive down the road but he just kept staying stop being paranoid. The day before we stopped meeting up i layed in the back he got in the back and started kissing. i took my shirt off and kissed him back my bra came off and i un did my shorts and he look at me straid in the eyes said “ are you sure” i shook my head and he keep going. He put him hand down between my legs and stated gliding it back and forth i moved sharp back but he freaked asking if i was okay i said yes and he kept going. it felt good he put him hand inside my underware and and no! he stopped look at me. With tears falling from my eyes he started thinking he did somthing. he wiped my tears away. I got up trying to get out of the car. he grabbed my by my hips and hugged. i started crying in his arms. “i cant do it im sorry” i said he kissed my tears anyway and said “baby its okay we dont have to i love you” he said. I walked out the car and started walking home.
Nothing else happend tell april 27 of 2011 My best friends christena let up use her “shack” so my and christina meet up with him at the park and talked a little let i said let go see the skack! we talked to her house.
When me and him were finally alone i had my shirt off and he was on top of me. He started kissing me all over, he pulled me forward to undo my bra from the back he wanted to take it off but i laid back down he kept pulling the sides down kissing my shoulders finally i took it off. Sucking on my tits i took off his shirt. He kissed me all the way down to my pants line and back up, i unbuttoned my pants and he pulled the off. So there i was fully naked laying in front of the guy i love.
He laid on top of me not really doing much we kissed a little i waiting for him to do something already, “kiss it” i said. He smiled and went down kissed it, it felt so amazing he keep up his fingers through it which made me jump, he came back up and kissed me. “lick it” i said he started liking it he putting his tongue in and out i more and more i felt okay he kept going intell i moved back sharp and said stop. He did and started kissing my body again. I got on top and started making out, “finger me” but slow his finger went down and i could feel it going in i moaned in pain almost crying he kissed me to make the pain go away but it didn’t help. I kept going but i said stop. and he did. He got on top again i could tell he was super hard, i pulled his short down and he look at me. “You want to” he said I look with uneasiness not really sure. he pulled me closer to him rapping my legs around him, he pulled it out and started rubbing it against my pussy, he felt okay Intel it started to hurt, He kept look down to make sure he didn’t go in. “can i go in” he asked i paused and really was not sure about it. he moved forward No! don’t please. He stopped and held me “im going in baby”. It hurt horribly yes you did i yelled. “No! baby i didn’t” he said
He got up and stopped everything i started crying bad, he leaned forward and kissed me, “Baby its okay” I looked up “i really did it” i said I felt horrible. He said i understand baby but its not like it didn’t mean anything. I love you so much.
Well you know what he left me a months later, and now is going to A&M, we both hate each other. so yes it did mean nothing.
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