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I didn’t wanna lose him

Age when it happend: 15
Where it happened: Cabin
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

I was 15, I had been dating this guy named Ryan, for about three months. I really liked him a lot. My best friend had asked me if I had sex with him. I said “No” I was a virgin and had always wanted to wait until I was married. She told me that he didn’t stay with girls that didn’t put out’, so I had better “put out” soon or he would probably move on” to somebody who would.
Just as classes were letting out for Spring Break, everyone was talking about what they were going to do and where they were going for the break. We decided to go to a cabin by the lake. Everyone was having a good time.
We got to the cabin and unpacked, then started to hang out. Music was playing and everyone was dancing. People started wandering outside and upstairs, Ryan and I were sitting on the couch, kissing. I relaxed against the back of the couch
I could feel Ryan’s right hand was on my thigh and was sliding under my skirt. His left hand was cupping my breast and I felt my nipples starting to get hard from his touch. I had only ever
let Ryan get this far before. We had been dating for three months and I had decided to take a chance and let him do what he wanted.
My mind was thinking “nice girls don’t do this.”, but then I guess nice girls don’t date guys like Ryan. Besides, it was Spring Break, time to have a little fun and try new things right? So I told myself I “shouldn’t worry, and let things just take their course, Ryan wouldn’t take things beyond anything I couldn’t handle.” And after the conversation with my best friend, I was not going to take a chance on messing things up.”
Ryan’s tongue slipped between my lips, and we kissed, and tongue wrestled I bet for half an hour. Things were starting to feel a little different, he was becoming really insistent. I was starting to feel really turned on. I encouraged him a little bit by kind of pushing against him, and squirmed against him. Ryan must have taken it as a sign I wanted to go further. He started to unbutton my blouse and push me back against the couch.
His fingers slid down my neck and he slipped his hands between my boobs. He asked me “Does that feel good?” I told him “Yeah”, I was getting so scared now. I knew he was really enjoying it. I decided to say more so I told him “It feels really good when you touch me.” He slipped my bra strap off my shoulder, and I was thinking. “Please, please don’t let him touch my boob!” Then Ryan put his hand inside the cup of my bra. Ryan rubbed his thumb over my nipple. I thought I was boing to come out of my skin. His hands on my boob made me hold my breath. He kept kissing me, and his kisses were starting to get harder. I was thinking “Oh, my God, oh, God!’
“is that ok??” Ryan asked. I nodded. Ryan whispered into my ear “Breath.” I took a breath. “Uh-huh, it’s ok.” I wiggled under him and pushed my boob into his hand little bit to show I meant it. Ryan smiled down at me, and that made me happy to see that he glad I was letting him do this. He started pinching my nipples, it hurt a little bit, but it made me tingle all over, I wanted him to keep doing it.
He pulled his hand out of my skirt and put my hand on the crotch of his pants. He asked me. “Do you feel that?” I gulped and nodded, feeling scared again, “That’s how hot you get me.” Oh, my God, the bulge felt so huge! “I want you to take it out and hold it.” He put my hand in the zipper of his jeans. So I unzipped his pants, my hands were shaking like crazy and it was hard to breath. “Unbuckle my pants, it’s ok.” His jeans opened and, and I could see his boxers pushing out past his jeans. He said “Pull my junk out of my shorts I want you to touch it.” I slipped his waist band down and I swear his penis jumped out. Ryan took my hand and curled my fingers around his penis. It felt so thick, I don’t think my fingers went all the way around it. “It’s so big” I said to him. He kind of laughed. “Yeah, so they tell me.” If I wasn’t nervous before I was really nervous now. I was scared. And praying he did not want to put it in me. He kissed me down my neck and behind my ear.
“Rub it” I rubbed my thumb around. “No, let me show you.” And he ran my hand up and down his penis a few times. “Like that.” He said. So I started slowly sliding my hand up and down. “Squeeze just a little harder.” I did. “Oh God, that is so good.” He said into my ear. Then he pushed my shirt all the way off, then lifted me up and started messing with the hooks on my bra. “What was he doing?” I felt my bra come apart and he pulled it off. Ryan looked down at me and said “Wow, nice.” That made me feel good. Ryan told me that I felt so soft, and before I could stop him he put his mouth on my breast, and started sucking on my nipple. It felt like electricity was going through my body. He said “Your nipples are so hard!” I looked at him and asked “Is that good?” He nodded. “It means that you like it, and that you think it feels good.” Oh my God, all of this was feeling so good, but I was so scared. I hoped this was all he would want to do all night. I squeezed Ryan’s penis and I heard Ryan grunt. He pushed me down on the bed, a little bit, and then he was laying beside me. I felt his hand sliding back up
My skirt. I was wet, and I knew my panties were wet. I was kind of embarrassed. I was thinking {How did we get here so fast?” he started pushing my skirt up, and he cupped my crotch. I jumped when he touched me. He was still sucking on my nipple, and I felt him slip his fingers inside the waist band of my panties. Ryan reached up to my waist and pulled at my panties. “Lift up your butt.” I did what he said and he pulled my panties off before I could say anything. He dropped them in the floor. “I was thinking Oh My god!, I’m nearly naked! Somebody is going to see me!” I tell you that thought went out of m head, because His hands were instantly on my crotch again. Ryan started rubbing his fingers up and down my vagina opening. I started to press my knees together but Ryan held them apart with his arm. “It’s ok.” He told me, but I was not so sure. I was thinking I should have stopped a long time ago. But if what my best friend had said was true, I didn’t want him to break up with me. And what he was doing with his fingers felt so good. I felt his finger slip in just a little bit, and I gasped. “Please, don’t put your finger in me!” I thought in my head. I sucked a big gulp of air when I felt his finger go in me. He started rubbing in and out of me, it made me arch my back it felt so good. “Does that feel good?” I nodded. “Rub my cock some more” I had forgot I was even holding it. I rubbed it up and down at the same time he rubbed in and out of me. I could hardly stand it. Ryan was starting to breath really hard. He moved a little bit and then he was laying on top of me. He pushed my legs apart whit his knees. He started kissing my mouth again and then kissing down my neck,
He started pushing his hips between my legs, I let go of his penis, and I could feel it bumping against my leg. Ryan pushed my knees further apart. “Have you done, this before? You seem a little nervous.” I thought about lying and saying “Yes.” But I guess I took too long to answer because he knew and said. “It’s ok. Just relax.” He pulled his fingers out of me and grabbed his penis and pushed against my vagina. I was suddenly so scared, more then scared. “Wait, I’m not ready.” Ryan kinda of laughed stuck two fingers in me and said “oh, Yeah, you’re ready,” Ryan grinned.
I felt like crying. Ryan cupped my face with one hand, I was saying in my head, “Please. No.. Please, no. I want to stop! I should have stopped a long time ago” Then I suddenly thought “He’s too big, oh my god he is too big!”
I felt him going into me and I thought he was going to split me apart. “Shhhh.” He said. “Relax.” I grunted when he pushed into me. He was stretching me so much, it hurt so bad. Ryan moaned, “You’re so tight! So warm,so tight!” I felt tears burning in my eyes, and it felt like I was being ripped. “He pushed his penis in deeper. Ryan moaned and kept pushing in slowly. “I’ll go slow” I could tell he was not even close to being all the way in, and it was hurting so bad. He stopped and looked down at me, and said. “I can feel your cheery. This will hurt a little bit.” I opened my eyes really big. Oh my god, hurt a LITTLE, I already thought I was going to split into. He pulled out a little and grunted as he shoved hard into me, I felt something rip. I was thinking he must have ripped my vagina, because he was too big. He pushed all the way in, I could feel his testicles against me. “Ok, it’s over.” He said. I was relieved It’s over? Finally, over? Thank god, now he could get his massive penis out of me. He just stayed up in me for a little while. Then started to slowly pull out of me. Thank god, he is getting out of me, thank god, get it out! “Oh, are you ready?” I looked up at him
“ready for what? I thought you said it was over.” “Your cherry is out of the way, now we can do it right.” Ryan shoved his massive penis all the way in.
“So tight,” Ryan groaned, “so freakin’ tight, tight pussy, oh, baby, so
tight, feels so good.” Oh my god he wasn’t finished. He slid slowly out and then back in, He was too big, it hurt so bad. Everytime he shoved back in he would bang my cervix with his penis. “Ryan. It hurts. You’re too big.” I told him. He had his eyes closed. He kissed me, and kept moving in and out. “Shhhh. Just try to relax.” He put his fingers between us and pressed against my vagina near my butt. I felt a tingling feeling everytime he pushed back in. It still hurt so bad, but that tingle felt so good. Ryan breathed hot breath on my neck then whispered “Oh, baby, you’re so tight, so warm,” He started going faster I could tell Ryan could not even think about stopping. He raised himself up, supporting his body with his arms. I started moving my hips up to meet him. Maybe he would get finished faster. “Oh, yeah, baby,” Ryan cried, And he pulled out further and shoved in harder and faster. “Come for me, can you come for me?” Come for him? I decided I would just pretend I was really liking it. So I started whimpering and making noises. “That’s it baby come for me.” I squeezed down on his penis, like I was trying to pee. And I groaned really loud. Ryan started saying “Oh, Fuck! Fuck!! Fuuuck!! And I felt him kinda shake a little. He started getting a weird look on his face. I suddenly realized he was going to cum in me. I thought, we didn’t use a condom! I’m going to get pregnant! Please don’t com in me. Pull out. Pull out!! “Ryan. Please. Don’t… pull out, pull out!” “I won’t he said. “No. I mean,… I don’t want to get pregnant.” and he made a loud, “Aaah!!” he hugged me really tight, I felt something hot, in my vagina. He did it, he cum in me. My mind was running a million miles an hour. “What was I gonna do if I got pregnant?” He collapsed onto me. He was panting and laying on top of me. His weight was crushing me, I moved a little and he rolled off of me. I felt his penis pull all the way out. “Wow,” Ryan said breathing really hard. “Oh, my god you are an incredible fuck! God, you’re good. Real good.” I felt like crying, and I still hurt and my vagina burned. “I am?” I asked him and he nodded, I still felt where he had stretched me. I felt wet all on my thighs and they were slippery. I started to get up, from the couch, to go to the bathroom to see what damage was done, I was sure that he had ripped me. I never wanted to have sex again. “Wait, don’t go any where.”
He pulled me back on the couch. He sat up and said “Let me see,” He pushed my legs apart, and smeared white, pink, bloody mess down to my knee, then licked it off his hand. He ran a finger up my thigh and brought it to my lips, “taste us” I shook my head, and he pressed it to my lips. So I opened my mouth and sucked it off his finger. I tasted blood, and salty, and something else. I need to go to the bathroom, I told him “I think I something might have gotten torn.” “You are supposed to bleed you were a cherry, a virgin. It won’t bleed next time.” I wanted to go to the bathroom, I needed to get the sperm out of me. “I don’t want to get pregnant, I need to get the sperm off.” He let me set up and I realized I was getting blood on my skirt, there was blood on is penis and getting on is pants. He sat up and pit his penis back in his shorts and pulled up his jeans, zipped them up. Then he buckled his belt. I stood up to take a step, and it hurt up inside near my pelvis, it hurt with every step. He followed me into the bathroom, I started trying to wash myself. It hurt to touch myself. We ended up having sex again. It didn’t hurt as much the next time, but he still banged against my cervix and it was hard to walk for a few days. And I didn’t get pregnant.

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