Where it happened: Library
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Thirty years ago, I was the only black student at an all white theological seminary in South Carolina. I was having a very difficult time adjusting to my situation. It was not easy, and I was not doing well in some of my classes. The President of the Seminary wanted me to succeed and assigned a New Testament Professor, Mrs. Farley, to tutor and mentor me. She had been a missionary in Africa for awhile, and during the time she was there, had lost her husband and an only child tosome sort of virulent disease. She had been devastated by the experience and had returned to the States to teach. She was 40 years old at the time, and very attractive. Mrs. Farley and I spent a lot of time together, talking about life and its problems, and we became very friendly. One evening found us in the library, quite late. There were no other students or faculty members around. Something happened that nigh,there in the stacks, while she was showing me a particular book she wanted me to read. All of a sudden, a sort of magnetic attraction came over both of us, and we started to kiss and embrace. As our bodies pressed against each other,I got a terrific erection –something that had not happened often to my 23 year old body — and I held it hard against her, as we continued our kissing, which gained in intensity as the minutes passed. Instinctively, we both knew this was wrong, I guess, but the attraction to each other was strong, and we did not stop. Finally, she uttered only two words that I wanted to hear at the time. “It’s O.K..” she said, as she continued to hold her body tightly against mine. She was wearing slacks at the time, and began to unbutton them in front. I did the same with mine. Both are pants were soon at our feet and we stepped out of them, She then removed my jockey shorts and I slid her panties down her slender legs. My stiff penis was then pressed against her as we continued to kiss, passionately. I kept thinking to myserlf that this was so wrong, but neither of us could restrain ourselves, and finally she just whispered in my ear, “Do it!” And, no longer able to resist, I slipped my penis into her vagina. It entered smoothly.The warmth felt wonderful, and I began, for the first time in my life, to make love to this woman, thrusting deeply into her as she returned my thrusts! It was only a matter of a minute or so when my semen began flowing into her body, as she whispered, “Yes, yes, YES!!”
It lasted probably 15 to 20 minutes, altogether, and then it was over. We both regained our senses, and stopped our lust in its tracks. She thanked me for making her feel so wanted, but we both realized we had sinned against the6th Commandment, and it should not continue.
It was my first experience with sex — with this lovely, wonderful lady, nearly twice me age, and I have never forgotten it. Somehow, I can’t help but think that it was the right thing to do at the time — for both of us.I have conflicted feelings about it. But,on that evening, long ago, it was the love of one human being for another, expressed in a beautiful way, and I know that God has forgiven whatever might have been “wrong” about it at the time.
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