I don’t care if you skip this story – i’m not writing for any particular audience here, I just needed somewhere where I could anonymously share an experience I had. Writing it down on paper was just too risky.
FYI- nothing more than second base happened
Her name was Jessica. Dressed head to toe in sequins and black, she caught my eye. Her clothes hugged her thin frame, making her boobs stick out prominently, appearing round and firm. We were at a party, and she had been hitting on me all night. I’m not a lesbian, but I do fantasize about girls a lot and have acted on some homo-romantic tendencies before. She took me into the host’s bedroom (where several other people were hanging out,) and looked seductively into my eyes. I wrapped one arm around her tiny waist, the other was cupped around her full breast, caressing her. Her lips met mine, and we quickly kissed. Still in embrace, we kissed again, this time more slowly. My tongue aggressively parted her lips and met up with hers. She tasted so good. Her eyes closed in pure ecstasy, but mine remained wide open. I wanted to see the reactions and expressions of everyone else in the room. A young boy named Craig; his jaw dropped. Being the horny teenager he was, seeing this was pure gold. Jessica’s friend, Lindsay, was unfazed – apparently Jessica did stuff like this all the time. My friend Elisa looked just plain dumbfounded. Elisa and I have ‘hooked up’ before, maybe just to experiment, or maybe because there were some feelings involved. Either way, we had done things. Maybe for her, it was weird to see me kiss someone other than her; another girl, that is. I was seemingly straight to society – this was probably strange for her to witness from the third person point of view. Maybe she was feeling equally as homo-romantic that night, and wanted to join in.
Later that night, I ended up kissing Craig as well (in the same room, actually), but he wasn’t as good. Even later that night, Elisa and I sneaked out to the backyard to make out. It was hot, but still not as hot as Jessica.
Im a person with an incredibly guilty conscience and incredibly homophobic parents.
I, to this day, still do not feel an ounce of guilt
Thanks for reading, those of you who didnt skip 🙂
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