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Jessica

Age when it happend: 15
Where it happened: friend's birthday party
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

I always thought i would lose it so romantically, and that it would be completely amazing. Well, that’s not exactly how it happened.
I had had my boyfriend for around 2 months. During those 2 months, we were very happy, we hardly ever fought, and spent almost every day together. Our friend Haley (really more his friend), had a birthday in May, and, it being her 16th, sh wanted to have this big blowout of a party, not just the usual 6 or 7 people we’d haul together and party with. So, she decided to have it at this guy from school’s house, he was 2 years older than me and his family had this huge house out in the middle of nowhere, the perfect place for a big party (although we didn’t even use the house). Well, living in a small country town, a few guys came around in their big trucks and picked everyone up and took us all out there. It was pretty fun, even though i didn’t wanna go because they were mainly just his friends. We drank some vodka and beer, i just had vodka. And there were a lot of people there pressuring me to have sex with my boyfriend. He was 2 years older, and had already slept with 5 girls by then, so it was no big deal for him. Well, after drinking for a few hours and listening to how i should just do it and how it’ll be great, he asked me to go for a walk by the woods, and i went with him. When we were about to turn back he asked if maybe I’d want to go sit in the back of Dennis’s truck (the guy we rode with) and i said sure, i wasn’t ready for more pestering. We got in the truck and were just talking, when Dennis came over and got in the inside with Sam and they started having sex (it was NOT their first time, even that night). It got a little awkward and blurry after that. Next thing i remember is him taking my jean shorts off and pulling me on top of him. We were literally interrupted by at least 10 people, one of my friends freaking out, some of his friends saying way to go, a few people telling us to stop and that i shouldn’t lose it that way, some drunk people not realizing and trying to climb in with us. But by then, no matter how awkward and crappy it was, it was already happening. And too late to quit. So, we kept on that that, for what seemed like forever. Then he was on top, yet again forever. It sucked. Terribly. That night we went back to his house, he slept on the floor and i slept on the couch. The next morning i left to go home. He called me back over later with my sister to hang out with him and his older brother and some of his friends. After we left, he didn’t talk to me the whole weekend, then at school Monday he didn’t speak to me either. I got home at 3:30 pm that day, and at 4:00 pm my grandmas phone got a text, she doesn’t know how to text (luckily) so she handed it to me. It was him, Adam, texting me on my grandma’s phone to break up with me. That night, he started dating a girl that had moved to our school right after we’d started dating. I had to see them walking through the halls holding hands and all happy the next morning, while i was falling apart. He tried to get back together with me through a note the next day, i can’t write what i said, so ill sum it up by sayin that i didn’t get back together, obviously.
Now, a little over a year later, i have made up and had to quit being friends with him several times. He won’t get over the fact that i won’t go back to him. I was the best thing to ever happen to him? He was the worst to ever happen to me. I don’t talk to him anymore, and he luckily lives an hour and a half away. & the girl he dated right after? He slept with someone else after 10 days because she “wasn’t enough like me.” And now, she is my best friend. I know, its weird how things work out, but im almost glad, because we may have never wound up being best friends or even knowing who each other was had it not been for him.

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