Where it happened: Woods near my house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
So I was with my boyfriend at the time. It was on a sunday I remeber, he picked me up to hang out with him for a little while like a couple does. We drove around the freakishly small town we lived in for a while. We drove into a parking lot of an Elementary school, sometimes we’d go there to go on the swings and cuddle, but there were kids there.
“SHIT,” he yelled then turned out of the school.
I was all who cares? But then he pulled into the side of the road that we both lived on (opposite ends of the street) which was kind of our other hang out spot. We’d bring some friends there too, we’d smoke cigarettes or just hang out there when we wanted to be alone. It was actually the first place me and him really got to hang out just us (other times it was always in a group because we were friends before).
We usually would just lay in the leaves together and talk or kiss occasionally. We never really made out in that spot much, but that particular time we did. It was kind of shocking. He started playing with my breasts and feeling my bra.
“Want to have sex?” I was shocked.
“Do… you have a condom?”
“Yep!”
“Alright!”
I was so excited. First we played with eachother a little (before this we would sometimes touch eachother if we were in private, like oral, hand jobs, etc so that was nothing new) I took off my shirt so I had something to sit on because I didn’t want my bare ass in the leaves (yes that was my main concern).
I was scared of him undressing me for some reason so I instantly insisted on taking my own pants off. He put the condom on, for some reason I was very surprised on how fast it got on. Then next thing I knew it he was inside of me. It hurt but felt amazing at the same time. It was awesome but extremely awkward considering we were looking at eachother and he had his tongue out the entire time but sometimes he’d put it in my mouth.
When he finished I was in shock, knowing I actually lost my virginity, I thought I was going to end up the 40 year old virgin forever. We cuddled for a bit but then it was all ruined by him telling me…
“Damn, I hope I remeber this considering I’m high as shit and slightly tipsy.”
I was FURIOUS, considering I let him drive me, he acted completely normal. I for some reason let him drive me home. I was in soo much pain, I could barely walk for a good day and a half.
Unfortunetly about 2 months later he ended up dumping me for another girl. To this day I wonder if that was the only way he could ever have sex with me, was high or drunk. I hope not because I had the worst self asteem for a good year.
A good almost 3 years later I have the most wonderful boyfriend I could ever ask for, we’ve been together 14 months this past Valentines Day 2014. He really does please me in bed which is a plus. I love him unconditionally and he loves me unconditionally. I often wish I could have just saved my virginity about 1 1/2 year later for him… If I knew he was going to be in my future, I would have been more than happy to give him that gift.
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