Where it happened: Living room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 10
Category: Straight
I was young home alone and just doing nothing. I guess I’m foxy . People say how cute I am. It’s no blessing honestly. So there I was I knew all about sex and everything but my experience level was zero. I was kissed and hugged but never passionately . Never felt up . And never seen with out clothing. The paper boy was my neighbor and friend to my brother . He came in and he locked the door and pulled the curtains. Hay he said as he put down his news bag empty. Want some coffee I said as the parents had just pulled out ? So as I brought him coffee he looked real strange at me . What’s wrong I said ? He was quiet. You are so beautiful he said. He sipped his coffee and came to me and I knew something was up . He put his coffee down and walked to me . Your not feeling good are you ? I asked him. I was wearing like boys pajamas . I think they were my brothers when he was younger. I was afraid he looked like he never had. He unbuttoned the front and held it open . You have grown a nice set of tits . What are you doing I said as he looked at me. Then he just pulled down my pajama bottoms I stepped back and he stepped closer . I’m afraid I said to him at last. Your the first for me he said I never saw any one before. He was 15 and a big strong 15 at that into sports and things. I was 14 and just filled out from puberty. He took my pajama top off my shoulders and I was there in front of him with both hands over my pubic mound.
They say I won’t last long the first time I have sex , but the second time I should be able to make you happy. Because it won’t hurt you for one and I will last long enough for you to orgasm. I had heard the same thing I said to him . Are you saying you want sex with me right now ? TODAY!!!!!
He took my hand with his strong grip and I shook my head I trust you ! Your a friend of the family . Stop what will my family say. My brother will … He stopped me and said be quiet . I have told your family how beautiful you are and how much I love you a hundred times. He led me to my bed room and once in there he started to undressed . I was terrified. My heart was beating causing me fear . I took my hands off my pubic mound and put them between my breast to my heart. I felt like passing out and backed to my bed room wall. He was wearing briefs and kept them on . I saw his thing trying to get free in his briefs . I started to shake uncontrollably . Thinking back I think it was a form of shock from all the emotional trauma. With my back to the wall I fought passing out my heart beating out of my body my knees were getting weak. The room was spinning he wasn’t even in my bubble , if that makes sense.
Step away a minute and let me tell you some things about me. I am shy some , but not terribly. I am compliant to a fault. I will never fight the flow . If every one jumped off a cliff I would be with them . I don’t argue very much ,never have ,never will. I’m not a leader , I’m not a public speaker. I don’t draw attention to my self. I am in good shape tone but not an athlete . When I play games it is to have fun . I never play to win. I often let others win and will purposely loose so they have a good time. I am a hard a worker as the person next to me . If they don’t care neither do I . Pretty terrible attributes if you think about it. [back to the story]
When he came to me the most terrible feeling I had was before he touched me . I felt on the edge of death emotionally. I was gasping falling down a deep pit of darkness in my mind when he came back into my bubble .
Two hands were softly on both sides of my face lifting me up. I didn’t know I was even bending over. I put my hands on his hands and stood all the way up and went to my tip toes . I didn’t know my eyes were closed until he said keep your eyes closed . He started softly kissing all over my face and I felt blood come back to my brain and the spinning was slowing down . My legs strengthened and I could stand on my own . I had never been kissed so softly . Never given more than a peck, never had more than a peck.
You never knew I loved you he said as he kissed me over and over. I was thinking about the kissing with my eyes closed. I was not kissed on the lips yet. Then it hit me , he used the L word . I have always loved you . Remember when you fell asleep in the back seat when we came back from the amusement park . I was in 4 th grade and you were in 3rd . That’s when I fell in love with you. Your head was in my lap and I ran my fingers in your hair and I even sneaked a couple kisses on your lips. Your brother lets me kiss you when your asleep like on your sofa. I want to kiss you now . Are you ready? I just pursed my lips and his lips were there . So soft . Then another and another I still haven’t opened my eyes. On my toes and back against the wall . Only his hands and lips were touching me. We kissed for five minutes just regular kisses not hard puckered lips . Just soft kisses with a couple seconds between. I honestly forgot my situation . Your all saying no way . I was so caught up in the kissing I forgot i had nothing on and was about to … You know.
He backed up still holding my face. Open your eyes . Your not shaking and your breathing normal . He looked down at my breast. You are so foxy he said . I have a huge pile of wavy hair like some Disney characters. It’s everywhere in the morning. My mother called be bush girl in the morning letting me know it’s time to brush my hair. My breast were plump enough to find their way through my massive frock. I never French kissed , he said want to try? I nodded and it was awkward but we turned our head and his tongue was in me. He took a hand off my head to wipe his mouth. You try and so I put my tongue in his mouth. It was pretty bad so I tried agin , better not good . Then we entwined our tongues and I liked it . It felt so good so I flipped my head the other way and put my arms around his neck . Our bodies touched in the middle and it was an unknown feeling so I pulled back . His hand went slowly to the middle of my back pulling me . So being the compliant creature I am , I closed the gap. Then our bodies touched full length.
He looked me in the eyes and gave me this speech and I don’t know why but I said nothing . He was giving me a chance to back out and I didn’t take it. I’m no big deal and forever I saw you and only loved you in my heart . I have had a couple girl friends but I thought of you around them and it never worked out. I was just coming over to give you a kiss because you aren’t usually awake at 6:00 when I finish the papers. I can’t believe I’m doing this it’s like a dream he said. If you had any idea how many dreams I have had with you. Did you like kissing me? I nodded but just a little . I felt the bulge that was sideways in his briefs moving. His chest hair , yes he had some at 15 was against me . If you want to crush my feelings forever you can let loose and I will walk away. ( for years those words echoed in my head) His hand went from the small of my back to my rump and his other hand followed. He started humming and grinding a tune we both knew . I was angry I didn’t walk away when I had a chance.
I’m un protected and he is grinding and I start humming with him. He grabs my knees and now he is grinding me on the wall . I didn’t like this , I shook my head no . So he just put his hands under my rump and lifted me to his waist. I wrapped my legs on him and he walked me to the bed and set me down. Second thoughts hit me and my wits were coming back . I bounced to the other side and stood up . I saw his disappointment and I headed for the door . Your so beautiful he told me . I can’t I said . You will be fantastic he said . I had my hand on the door knob. I don’t think I will . I started shaking . You will love it like the kiss . Like a fool I believed him and let loose of the door.
He sat me on the bed and asked me to pull his briefs down . No I said twice and then as I always give in I pulled his briefs down. Health class raced through my head and I knew all the parts and functions . His testicles were hanging one lower than the other . He smelled like a boy that had just delivered 100 news papers. He was hard and I was close to it. The glossy purple end was half covered by loose fore skin. He took my hand and I fought a little as he made me grab it . I looked to his eyes wondering if he would make me do something . He put his hand on mine and I stroked it like I figured boys did. No novice to masturbation my self with my other hand I reached my folds which were already drenched and touched my self as I touched him. I knew he wanted my mouth on it , but it was so stinky. I opened my mouth at last and his hand went to the back of my head. Don’t gag I said to my self don’t Gag. I pulled back and he let me go and it wasn’t so bad.
He sat beside me and we kissed and for the first time my breast were felt up. My hair was every where on my sticky nervous sweat covered body. He tried but there was no getting all of my hair out of the way. He got up and opened my windows and at last air flowed over our bodies. He went back to work on my breast and I was in shock how much I loved the attention they got. I was so sensitive to the cupping and licking and kissing. Had it ended there I would think it was the best day ever.
He laid me back and I fought not spreading my legs for him. He just reached around and I guess it didn’t matter he was rubbing me. So once more I complied. I was in the frog position and I was wet and slippery ready right then . I wished he would of plunged in . He was like a new gynecologist checking things out. I hadn’t been to one yet , but you know I saw one the next day. I was loosing the mood when a finger slipped in me . I had fingered myself to the first knuckle a few times but there was no thrill in it for me . Now that a boys finger was going way in , it got my attention and I sat up to watch him finger me. I had never been in there to feel around and he said your g spot is supposed to be here. Who cares I thought . And if I curl my finger like this you should like it . Oh I remember health class that what they…… Oooooooo hhhhhh . I see it works he said.
He tried two finger tips and couldn’t get them in . This is how you solve tis problem he said getting in to missionary position. He had a condom out and rolled it on up side down and it wouldn’t go but on the tip. I took it out of his hands flipped it over and rolled it on . I lay back and he pulled it tight and it broke but he never told me . I was so wet and ready he went up to the virginity wall and slowly stretched his way through it . I didn’t break . It hurt but no blood and it took forever for me to relax. I never let him go all the way in and he didn’t force it . Like he said two minutes when he finally started thrusting he was done. I I laid there saying I’m not a virgin . Over and over . He kissed and felt me up some more . We are going to do it agin. Not asking telling . It was still tight going in .( Always was until my husband who was better endowed broke me on my wedding night six years later. )
This time like we all knew it lasted a long time and I didn’t orgasm but I loved it . He was OK but I loved sex . It wasn’t until the third time I could take the length. I orgasmed many times. He was long and I let him shoot off in me . What could be left he said . I didn’t know he didn’t use a condom the second time. We showered and then I saw all the stuff run out of me . He told everyone and I was the school slut . Not really I was only with him sorta dating for months until I told him we had no chemistry , even though sex was great. He finally found a girl friend right before he graduated . I never dated until I found my true love and we married . He thought I was virginal . He never knew and no one told him that I was having sex like a rabbit for four years straight with my brothers friend . I regret having sex with some one I didn’t really love . I should of walked away. Wish it wasn’t true. Don’t be false to your self.
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