Where it happened: his bedroom
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
it was with a boy who had the player reputation at the school, although he had this name for himself i didn’t see that in him at all, i thought he was funny, charming charismatic etc… we were never dating, we just had a ‘thing’. it started out in august 2013 with us hooking up for the first time after watching the conjuring. i had never been kissed like that before so i was so incredibly nervous but my god i wanted more. i have never felt more desired then when i was with him, he kissed me, hard. and moved on top of my body with his face pressed against mine, breathing heavily as he felt me up. embarrassingly enough, i had NO clue what to do. i mean i had practiced kissing with some of my girlfriends but you don’t realise how different it is until that moment. girls are so gentle but when this boy kissed me… he kissed me hard with so much power and desire that it made me shake with anticipation and i couldn’t think about anything else other than his tongue or adventurous hands. the second time we met up was on september 21st 2013, and that is the day i lost my virginity. i can remember basically every detail so brace yourself! he started kissing me hard again and i knew it was get go time, we took it pretty slow compared to the other times we did it. he took my shirt off and then his and instantly fell in love with his body, he wasn’t ripped but he was very strongly built, not skinny and lanky, he had big broad shoulders and was so incredibly intimidating, but i had never wanted anything more in my life even though i was so close to pissing myself with nerve, I’ve never been very comfortable with my body and this pushed me to the edge. we kissed with skin to skin contact for a while, he felt my tits over my white lace vintage bra. he tried to take of my skirt but i had to do it, it was denim with black buttons, as i was un buttoning i said “the buttons are tricky, i made the button holes too small”, he took no attention to my comment and lay him self on top of me, i could feel him through his shorts and my underwear. he was ready to go. he fumbled with his shorts while laying on top of me until we were both in our underwear, and this was my favourite part. he started rubbing himself in between my legs while we still had our underwear on and it was so hot, it was like a preview to what was going to happen. at this point i was so aroused that i was throbbing, and yet i was still so nervous. he stood up, walked over to his school bag and grabbed a condom from the front pocket, to this day i have no idea why they were in his school bag. it was a marquis, and they are an awful condom brand, the wrapper wouldn’t even open properly, i even tried ripping it with my teeth but nope. thankfully i brought durex. we made out for a bit longer before he slid my panties off and his boxers and then he knelt above me on his bed and i saw it. i actually remember being shocked at the sight because i didn’t expect it to be so big. this is where i got really nervous and insecure, i used my hands to cover myself as he put on the condom and looked away, questioning my decisions. i could still see his stature above me, he’s 6 foot 2 but above me at this angle, he just seemed god like. admittedly, i had a crush on this guy. lets call him J. J understood me, we had the same sense of humour and the same beliefs, we had fun and laughed a lot together so i would’ve said no, if that tiny voice inside my head hadn’t said “think about how happy you’ll make him, nothing is more pleasing than an orgasm” so i tried to gather my thoughts and got him to put the Arctic Monkeys AM album on and that improved the situation, it gave me something else to focus on. so as Do I Wanna Know? played he penetrated me, i remember him not being able to get it in at first but then he pushed a little harder, and kissed my neck as he slowly entered me. he started slowly until he got in all the way and then i felt this incredible spike of pain that lasted the whole time we did it, don’t get me wrong it still felt good but the pain prevented me from orgasm. we fucked for 45 minutes straight, we did missionary, doggie, cowgirl and reverse cowgirl. we had to stop before he came because i was too tired. so we got somewhat dressed, watched a movie, and made a milo. i find with most of these stories, everyone breaks up because theres no longer any spark. I’ve moved to a different country now but on that day, we made a blood oath that we would hang out again. as our relationship grew deeper and feelings grew also we added things to that promise. i later found out that the sharp pain was my cervix ripping and i had to get a few stitches (gross i know) but it never hurt again! J and i currently aren’t talking due to unfortunate circumstances but i have hope that everything will work out between us. and J, if you’re reading this, i just wanna say hey… and that I’m sorry. ill be back soon, i miss your touch.
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