I wish I could say that my first time was one of those beautiful, memorable experiences with flowers, wine, music, candles and the works…. but unfortunately my first time was merely a one night stand. I saved myself until I was 18 and gave it up with someone who wasn’t even that important to me for not very significant reason. But what can I do now – nothing, but to try to remember exactly how it happened.
Back then, I was 18 years old, just graduated high school and was working at a local restaurant as a waitress. As most restaurant employees, we all hung out together after work and dated each other(although I was single). One busy Saturday night, all of us were exhausted from working and decided to go to a club to go dancing afterwards. I went home and changed into my “sexy turquise” dress which showed off my figure. Back then I was 5’6″ 110 lbs with 34C-24-34 body – I was considered attractive, I’d say. Among the guys that were going out that night, was Adam who was about my height and very good looking guy who worked with me also. We had a great time at the club and I danced the night away. I knew that Adam thought I was pretty hot but didn’t think much of it. When we got out of the club, it was 2 or 3 in the morning, and of course, I couldn’t go home at that time because my parents were super strict. I decided to tell them that I had stayed with my best friend if they asked me the next morning. Adam offered me that I could stay at his place and I said sure without much thinking. Back at his apartment, we got ready for bed and slipped into bed. We said good nights and tried to go to sleep but couldn’t.
Suddenly I felt him leaning over and kissing me and I kissed him back, thinking “oh, what the hell.” Then kissing got more intense and passionate and I felt his hands all over my body as he tried to remove my dress. He kissed me, then my breasts and worked his way towards between my thighs. After a while, he came back up to me and I felt him trying to “find his way.” I must say that it was probably one of the most unpleasant feelings I ever experienced because I was a virgin and was not used having anything up there. When he did finally penetrate, I felt this sharp pain, almost like my body was going to split in half – it hurt that much. I wish I could say that it felt so great and I orgasmed three times but truthfully, it wasn’t so. I didn’t want him to hurt me anymore so I’d pull back every time he tried to penetrate me. Finally he gave up and went down on me to give me pleasure(or so he thought). After 5 or 10 minutes, I wasn’t feeling it anymore so I pretended like I had fallen asleep. I cannot help but wonder how he must have felt !
The next morning, I got up early and got my stuff and left while he was still sleeping. And I called my best friend, still in shock from last night, what happened. I wasn’t sure if it was really my first time because I didn’t technically have “sex.” But she told me that because there was penetration, I was no longer a virgin. So that’s my story. It is not at all hot and passionate as most stories here but this is the truth. I wish that I had not gone home with him that night and that I could’ve stopped it from happening but oh, well. One of those memories I’d like to bury deep, deep in my memory chamber, you know. I see him once in a while. I’m in college and he is still a server at a restaurant. It’s very weird and odd feeling because we hug and talk when we see each other but we both know that we shared the most awkward moments couple years back. It’s funny how life treats you…
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