Oh my god, where to begin.
This is about my first time with a virgin.
I had been with many guys before. None of them meant anything to me. I didn’t have boy friends in Highschool. I never got to experience the “going together” make out in the back seat young love. I had sex with men becasue I wanted them to like me, to want me. I put out, I was easy. I want to forget the things I did. Then I met Alex.
He was 20 and I was 28 when we started working together. I dont know if it was his innocene that attrected me to him or what. He made me feel so alive and so young.
Alex was the first guy I have taken the time to get to know before I messed around with him. I really liked him, but I was not stupid I know he and I could never be more than just friends. I known him just about a year. We started out as co-workers, then we started hanging out after work, then at his house. I felt like I was 16. We stayed up all night playing PC games and watching TV. WE wrestled on the floor and he snaped my ass with a wet towel at work just to make me scream. I had never felt like that before. It felt like what imagined love to be. Alex was a virgin. He never even kissed a girl. (excpet on his 21st b-day a bunch of his co-workers were drunk and were kissing on him)
I strted spending the night with him on a regular basis. We were best friends. I slept on the sofa downstairs.
We used to go up to his room every night around 2 and talk till 4. Everything just felt right. I felt so young and happy.
So on Friday we had went to a co-workers apartment with some other co-workers to dink and hang out. we played a drinking game with cards each card meant you had to do something, take a shot, chug beer, take off an article of clothing, kiss someone, etc. I kissed Alex. It was just a quick peck on the lips but it was incrediable just the same. I feel in love completly with that kiss.
Anyway, He got drunk and our co-workers dared him into showing everyone his cock, and things got a little crazy, Nothing bad just alot of touching and shit. At one point i was standing behind him rubbing his cock. I kept kissing the back of his neck. We were just friens. I knew that. It was off limits. He was virgin. He deserved better then me. All these thougts left my mind as I ran my hands all over his body and held him to me. He was drunk. He wasn’t thinking logically.
Alex drove me home drunk….NOT A GOOD IDEA… I KNOW!!! and when we got home he played on his computer for a few minutes and then said something about going to bed, to which I responded “yours or mine” pointing to the sofa cover with blanets and pillows. He was like “mine I guess” So we went up to his room and literally slept together.)
That was Friday.
Saturday night he and I went up to his room to have our nightly conversation and feed his cats as we had been doing every night for the past few weeks.
He started talking about how lonely he was and how the events of the night before had made him realize how horny he was and how much he longed to have someone in his life
I guess the combination of his female coworkers and I feeling him up, seeing everyone being sort of sexual at the party, and me sleeping beside him made his realize he wanted something more. I wanted more.
So after we talked for like four hours, It was 6:30 am Sunday morning, I had to be at work at 11:00 am He told me I had better get some sleep and he got in bed in nothing but his briefs. Which I guess after seeing the goods the night it didn’t matter my seeing him in his underwear. So I get up off the floor on which I had been sitting since 2 and walk toward the door and he asks me “are you going to sleep”. I told him no and turned off the light and stumbled toward his bed trying not to step on computer parts and such. He was such a geek. I sat down on the edge of his bed he was curled under his comforter with his butt toward me. I put my hand under the blanket to rub his back and he asked “am I going to get in trouble for this.”
I assured him he wouldn’t. He turned over on his back and and said ” I’m lonely and you’re here.” I knew in my heart I wasn’t what he wanted. I knew he was settling for me. But I was so infatuated with him and it felt right.
I told him I wouldn’t do anything he didn’t want to do. As i began touching him he was trembling so hard his whole body was shaking. It scared me a little. He asked me how far I wanted to take this I told him it was up to him. He told me he didn’t want to hurt me and i told him not to worry about it. I should have stopped. I knew it was going to end badly.
Then he made me promise not to tell anyone at work. When I went down on him he was still shaking so bad I kept stopping to hold him or hold his hand and ask if he was alright. Things progressed and he wanted me to take my shirt off. I was very self concess because I hate what I look like. (I guess I forgot to metion I out weighed him by 80 lbs) He put his hand on my head and then my back and started moving it down my back and I stopped him.
I was afraid of how far things would go being his first experience and knowing how emtional he was I didn’t want to much to fast for him. But I compromised and took of my shirt. We messed around for an hour before he got off and then he had to help me.
I am assuming it took so long because he was nerves and i kept stopping to make sure he was alright.
We didn’t go all the way. It was 7:30 am and I had to to be at work in 2 1/2 hours. I laid down next to him and slept.
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