Where it happened: My bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 4
Category: Straight
My first time was October 4th 2008. His name was Seth and he was my boyfriend of four months before I gave it up to him. He was my first love and I was sure I was ready to lose my virginity to him because I loved him. He had already lost his to his needy ex girlfriend when he was fourteen. Me and Seth were only a day apart.. I know weird coincidence. He being a day older than me.
Seth was extrememly sweet and loving & i never had a doubt in my mind that he didn’t love me as much as I loved him. So the way it happened was like this. He came over to my house and we hungout for a bit and talked about the decision we made, to have sex for the first time. When we decided to do it it was around 12:50am. We started with just fooling around like normally, and then I went into my drawer and took out a condom. He asked me if i was sure that I wanted to give up my virginity, and told me it didn’t have to happen right now or today, that I could always change my mind and he didn’t want to rush me into anything. I knew it was this moment I wanted to lose it. I told him I loved him and that I was sure I wanted him to take my virginity.
He put the condom on and again asked me, “are you sure you want to do this? we have all the time in the world if you need it,” I told him no im ready. A couple minutes later he said okay well I love you with all my heart and -attempted to put it in- but it wouldn’t go in. “why won’t it go in?” i asked him. I don’t know.. maybe it’s because we were talkin too long and the lubrication on the condom is dry. So i said okay I’ll grab another one. I went into the drawer and got another one and this time he kissed me and said,you ready? I said yes, and he put it in slowly. He was very gentle. It hurt a little but he was being so gentle that I could handle it. He started thrusting slowly without pushing in all the way. He asked me if I was okay and I replied with a simple yes. He continued thrusting, but went a little faster and slightly deeper. I started to feel more pain but it started feeling really good.
I told him it was hurting less and feeling better, so he then started going faster. It then started feeling really really good and I found myself bucking my hips towards him and thrusting myself into him. My nails were digging into his back and I couldn’t hold in my moans of pleasure. I think the moaning set him off cause he lost controll of the carefull, gentle part and pushed hard into me all the way and I swear I almost screamed, It hurt. He stopped and looked at me like he had just seen a ghost or something. ” OH MY GOD I’M SORRY! ARE YOU OKAY?” It took me a minute to catch my breath by now we were probably having sex for fifteen minutes. ” Yes don’t worry.. just don’t push in that far” I told him. He agreed and we continued a little faster than before until ..you know the orgasms.
Me and Seth broke up after six months of dating. We just didn’t workout. Nothing broke us up in general, we just decided to stop dateing. We got along a lot and were most of the time very happy with eachother. Seth is still in love with me, but the guy im dateing now doesn’t like him at all. I’m not allowed to talk to him or see him. I’m really close friends with his sister, who is the same age as him, 11 months apart and his mom is like a second mom to me so it’s a little difficault. I don’t regret losing it to Seth.
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