Well, he wasn’t actually my first… the first was awkward and uncomfortable. in fact i don’t think i actually ever looked at his penis! …. anyways… the 2nd one meant so much more. and i really honestly loved him. we were still in high school. all of our friends would hang out after school and one day i couldn’t find him anywhere… he showed up 20 min.s later and said to me, in a really adorable nervous way-“i went to the gas station. i bought condoms and gateraid” … we had been fooling around for a while, but after that we decided we wanted to have sex. he was a lot bigger than my last boyfriend. in fact it hurt more than my first time! it was long and wide. smooth with a well defined head ( thats my favorite part!) … we were watching anchorman! romantic, right? as cheesy as it sounds it just felt right. we were both completly naked and he slide his huge penis deep inside me. niether of us came the first time… but after that we got a little crazy. we would try to see how many time we could do it in a row, and then it was where else can we do it?… and now, we are just so comfortable together. we’re goofy and we laugh and make fun of each other. we just hang out naked whenever we can! we’re not dating anymore but we still love eachother and still have sex. and when i have sex with any one else its just not the same.
…i feel like sex has to be fun. you have to be able to laugh. its never as perfect as they make it in the movies. and you have to be comfortable with yourself in order to really enjoy it…
as much as i tell him he’s my real first, i wish he really was
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