Where it happened: drunk at a bar
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Ok, so for the longest time I have always felt out of place due to my lack of sexual experience. Whenever sex came up in conversation I felt ashamed and embarrassed that I had no frame of reference and dreaded questions being directed at me.
Until last friday.
I met this girl in a bar, I was far too drunk and ended up in bed with her. One thing led to another and before I knew it we had fucked in a million different ways and I was lying with her in my arms. I was expecting this moment to feel amazing.. but instead I just felt generally empty. The morning afterwards we snuggled up in bed and ended up going at it again. It wasn’t arkward, just.. devoid of emotion on my part. I left in a strange daze not knowing what to think, feeling slightly pleased with myself that I had finally lost my virginity yet finding it hard to piece together the evening’s events in my mind.
On monday I contacted the girl to find out if she wanted to meet up again on saturday, not really expecting any kind of relationship to blossom out of the situation but at least hoping to get another evening of fun in order to establish if we even had anything in common, despite the fact that I had manage to make her come like a crazy (a point that I was pretty proud of tbh). Turns out she “enjoyed herself” “wasn’t interested” (spent incorrectly as it happens) and “not looking for a date” … So yeah, thats about it really. I guess I am happy that I have the elephant in the room dealt with and I look forward to finding a girl that I can have a more meaningful relationship with.
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