Where it happened: room at a party
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
It started, surprisingly enough, as an attraction to my best girlfriend, Gina, as a sophomore in high school. I admired her smooth dark skin and shiny black hair, which she was constantly flinging over her shoulders, and incredibly curvaceous body. She was all that I was not (short brown hair, pain freckled skin, thin frame)– and it was enough to make me want to see what it would be like to kiss her all over. At first I was too embarrassed to tell her. But finally, when I feared that she was about to start dating a guy that I didn’t even care for, I confessed to her.
She didn’t react at all like I thought she would. She was very flattered, and confessed that she was attracted to me, too. We were in her bedroom and she reached over and brushed the hair from my eyes. Then she leaned over and gave me the sweetest kiss I’ve ever had. When she leaned over, I could just start to see the swell of her breasts. My heart was racing. She then pulled away from me and said, “But, it can’t happen.â€Â
Yes, I was disappointed, and even more so when she told me her plan. She didn’t want this to ruin our friendship, so she would “give me†the guy she was interested in. “He’s great, and I think if you have a good experience, you’ll see that your attraction for me isn’t what you think it is.†I knew she was wrong, but I went along with it anyway.
We “got together†at a party that weekend. I could tell he was attracted to me the whole night, and after many beers, I relented. I almost felt like I was doing it for Gina. We had sex, but I have to say, while his while he was kissing me, it was Gina’s lips I felt. While his penis was inside me, I was thinking of pleasing Gina. When I climaxed, it was her face that I saw, and her name that I whispered under my breath. When I look back now, I wish I would have waited.
He was good, I will be honest about that, but it didn’t cure my feelings towards Gina. I had a crush on her till we graduated, and eventually lost touch. Sometime I wish my “first time†had been with her, that afternoon when I confessed my attraction to her. I sometimes wonder if all I needed to do was push a little…
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