Where it happened: his office
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 10
Category: Straight
You may or may not believe this, I’m still having a hard time, as it just happened yesterday. May 1, 2004 was a pagan holiday, Beltane. (which is a fertility festival!) The guy is a pagan, and I’m pagan-curious. there was a celebration at our church, and we went to get lunch in-between the festivities. I don’t know him that well (he’s 24), but in the car, he started putting his hand on my leg. I’ve never done anything with a guy before, yes, I’m 18, and never had a boyfriend. I was uncomfortable, but it was turning me on like crazy, and he asked if I was uncomfortble, or if it was unwelcome. I said uncomfortable. bad move. We stopped by his office, and he started kissing me. I’ve never done that before, it was kind of weird, and I went with it for a little while. He stopped, and opened up the couch into a fold-out bed…I’m freaking out at this point. I don’t let him kiss me again for a little while, though he kept trying, and eventually say I was really uncomfortable and had never done that before. he already knew that I was a virgin. so, he starts kissing me again, I get into it, and he reaches under my shirt and tries to get into my bra. Now, I’m kind of overweight, and wear a 36D…actually, one of them is more of a DD, but the bras in that size aren’t attractive, so I wear bras that are kind of small. So he was pretty into my tits. he’s alittle too rough trying to get the bra off, so I reach behind me, he backs off a little, and take the bra off, while keeping my shirt on. He then starts kissing me again, pulls my shirt up (though it’s still on), and starts kissing and nibbling on my nipples, which felt pretty good. he suggests lying on the bed, I’m a little uncomfortable, but do it. he starts kissing me, and unbuttons his pants, and takes my hand, and guides it down there. I am really not comfortable, and feel it, try to take my hand away, and he puts it back there. I don’t really know what to do, and he tells me to take off my shirt. I do so, and he gets up, and, I thought he was just taking his shirt off, but in a minute or so, realize he’s totally naked. I still have my pants and shoes on. he kisses me, and goes to tit-fuck me. I don’t let him do that for long, ’cause it’s really boring, and kind of hurts, so I push back on his chest, and say, I haven’t even SEEN one before. So, he lays back, and I look at it, go to touch it, he tells me to kiss it. I just put my hand on it, and ask him, “show me.” he does, and I start jerking him off. he tells me to put my mouth on it. I’m hesitant, he gets up, gets some honey, and lays back down. I’m hesitant, and eventually start to give him a blow job with my tongue. Apparently I’m really good, ’cause he didn’t shut up about it. I start to use my hand along with my tongue, and he’s going crazy. he mentions that no girl has been able to make him cum from just a blow job, but I was coming close to it. I start going faster. I alternate my mouth, hand technique, so I can look at him, and talk to him, and I start to kiss his nipple. He loved this. I don’t think any other girl has done that before, but I read about it from here. I go back to his cock, and my hair kept on getting in the way. I have really long hair and ask him if he likes it. He tells me to drap it over his stomach, and I do that, and go back to his cock. Now, he’s going on and on about how he wishes he could fuck me, and when do I get off my period (did I forget to mention I was on my period?). I say no. He gets up, wraps my legs around him, (I still have my pants on), and starts to dry hump me. once in a while he would rub my clit, which felt pretty good. He says how he wants my pants off…first I say no, but then I give in, but say to keep my panties on. He gets up to get a condom. I ask him what’s he doing, and he says something about fluid exchange. So, I just deal with it. and he comes back, and humps me twice, and starts to take my panties off. (btw, I was wearing a really sexy dark red set, that I’m really glad I decided to wear, even though they were my only clean pair that morning) I am REALLY uncomfortable with him taking my panties off, as I’ve never let anybody see that part of me before. He knows I’m on my period (I had a tampon in), and doesn’t look at it (or if he did, not for long), and doesn’t touch it or anything…which sucked for me. He starts rubbing me with it, and I get frustrated, ’cause he’s trying to keep it on my clit, and that’s not working, and it eventually slipped into me alittle. That makes me go nuts, and I get up, get a tissue, and take my tampon out. he again wraps my legs around him, and tell me to guide him in. It’s at this point that I remember I’m a virgin. oh shit! so, I tell him repeatedly to go slow. he says it’ll hurt, and I tell him forcefully to go slow. He pushes in. It’s slightly painful for the first two seconds, then he starts going further. I didn’t feel a tear or an obstacle, but it did start hurting more, like he was ripping the sides of my vagina. he asks me if he broke it, I ask him how far he’s in, he says almost all the way, then pushes in more (which felt great), and then starts to thrust. it hurt the entire time, but it also felt good. He was alittle small (I just looked at a ruler, and I’d say he was only about 5 to 5.5 inches), but it felt really good whenever he pushed all the way in. I wrap my legs around his back, which took alittle getting used to, and that hurt alittle. It’s starting to feel alittle better (though it still hurt), and I ask him how long he could go on, he says something about how long I needed, that he could last awhile. I’m loving it at this point, sometimes moaning alittle when it feels good, and he moans alot. Oh yeah, I kept on squeezing, which hurt me, but I just couldn’t relax enough. I tried to at the beginning, but then gave up. I ask him if I’m tight, and he mumbles something that included swear words. I put my hand on his chest, and tell him to stop moving for a sec. “go all the way in me”, which I loved, and I started using my muscles to squeeze him. this was another new thing for him. I was a little different than I had imagined doing it, but he loved it. so much so that he started thrusting again. He did do this little grinding move, that made me go crazy. I get into it, just closing my eyes, with my head back in ecstacy, and he starts thrusting hard, which was great. I mention something about him just wanting to see my boobs move (cause they were!), and he says he’s watching my face. This turns me on, and I look at him, and then just lay back, loving it. I then put my arms around his back again, and say something about him being sweaty. He says, “Well what are you doing?” I laugh and say I like it, which I did. he says that he wants to come now, I protest, and he starts going really fast. That hurt too much, and I tell him to slow down, ’cause it hurts. he eventually does, and makes a comment, and apparently he came. no groans or shudders or anything, though. he is moving slowly inside of me, and starts to move faster. yea, he came twice. I didn’t come though, and my body was protesting stopping, but oh well. I start to get dressed. when I put my bra on, I mention something about my bigger boob (I had pointed out earlier to him that he was favoring that one), —btw, all girls have one that’s alittle bigger than the other, unless they’re bought— he comes over, and starts kissing me and them again. He pulls back and says the kissing he doesn’t like (remember, I’ve never done this before), “your tongue, great down there.” 🙂 so, I tell him to teach me. He gives me alittle pointers, and we start kissing again, we lay down and cuddle for a sec. his “little problem” came back, and he says, “I don’t know how you did that” I know that we don’t have enough time, and he didn’t have another condom (he came twice in that other one) I realize that I don’t have a tampon in, and have to go to the bathroom. I put my shirt on, w/o the bra, and go to the bathroom. I come back, and he’s still hard, and we cuddle and talk while i’m touching his chest, and start to finger his nipple again. we get up, and get dressed, and leave to get lunch and go back to the church for some more beltane festivities. I didn’t regret it ’till later, and as soon as I did, I called a friend of mine and asked if I could come over to talk. He’s (my friend) not too happy with me, gives me alittle of a lecture, gives me advice, and helps me to figure out what I really want. I talked with him until 4 that morning, which isn’t unusual, and felt better when I drove home. I really regret what I did, ’cause I didn’t know him that well, and he completely used me. I decided not to go to that church anymore and dropped my friends from there, because I’m still tempted to go back to him, ’cause I know it would feel so much better this time, but I know that I would just be used and I would be a slut, so I’m not going to. I decided not to do it again until I am in love and married. Don’t do it with someone who you don’t love and who doesn’t love you, ’cause it’s not worth it and you’ll feel like a whore.
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