Where it happened: my room
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I wanted a girl friend more than anything, but I was shy. I had a girlfriend in high school for a few months of my senior year, but I didn’t want to have sex with her. I wasn’t that attracted to her. Just before I went to college a “friend” blew up a firecracker next to me ear. I was an asshole to him so I probably deserved it. That changed my life. My ear started ringing real loud and it didn’t stop. It still rings today. I got depressed and the next 13 years sucked. I never thought I’d have a girlfriend, but it’s still what I wanted. I met a girl from Argentina. She gave me her number at a party and I didn’t call, but she called me. We started to go on dates and I was so proud. The first time we made out I was so scared. I told her the story about my ear and she kissed it. I was ashamed I hadn’t had a girlfriend since high school – but she knew I was a virgin. One day after playing volleyball on the beach we started kissing in my apartment and them she got up to take a shower. I went next and I was amazed that I was finally going to have sex. When I came out she was lying naked on my bed. Then I kissed her more and put on a condom. I don’t even know where I got one. But I couldn’t get it to work. I lost my erection. I ended up not using the condom and just rubbed myself on her belly where I came. I ran to get a tissue to clean it up. I never had an easy time with sex. I waited too long I think. I had several times with her when it just didn’t work. I don’t even remember the 1st time it actually worked. I remember the day she broke up with me. We were together 2 months. I was so sad. We made love that day and it worked. A couple of months later she was using my computer at my apartment and she asked me to bring a chocolate bar home on my way from work. I left work immediately because I knew I was going to have sex even though we were not together. When I got home she was in my bed and she was tired so I massaged her and we had sex. Condom and all, it worked! She was on top and it was the best sex I ever had. I wanted to do it again but she didn’t want to. That was the last time with her. I met another girl within a year. This one was from Bulgaria. We dated and tried to have sex, but I had problems again. The morning after our first try (I failed the 1st time) I had sex with her and it was good but I didn’t use a condom so I was scared, but she didn’t get pregnant. I dated her 5 months and only made a serious attempt one other time. It failed. She was the last woman I tried to have sex with. I’m 42 years old, so it’s been 10 years. Last year I dated a woman and I even slept with her. She was very cute – and American! We slept together naked several times but I never had sex with her. I put my fingers in her and she tried with me. She even got off I think, but it was no good, I can’t seem to do it. I’m very sad. I’m in love with my roommate now. She’s 28 so I’m 14 years older. She’s been trying to find a boyfriend and she just had a date that went good tonight. It’s been a year since she’s had one and I had to listen to her make love in the next room. It makes me so crazy I want to scream, but I can’t. I’m trying to get mentally prepared for that again, but I’m having a really hard time!
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