Where it happened: My Bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 8
Category: Straight
My first time was November 17th, 2005. It wasn’t planned or anticipated. I was 15 years old and not allowed to date until I was 16, so naturally, I was seeing an 18 year old boy behind my parents’ backs. I am a strict Catholic and had always grown up thinking I was going to wait to have sex until marriage, but all of that changed once I started dating the older, though not more experienced, Craig. We’d been seeing each other for three months and were overwhelmed with excitement and ideas of love, but mostly, we were hormonal. We had talked about having sex, in fact, the first night Craig told me he loved me, we almost had sealed the deal. So I told him to always be prepared in case “the moment was right.”
Craig took classical guitar lessons down the street from my house on Thursday afternoons, and would often stop by afterward when my parents were at work. Along with strict Catholic parents, I have a lot of younger brothers and sisters, so sneaking him into my bedroom and staying quiet were of the utmost importance. After hushed making out and groping I told him I thought we should have sex, he looked at me intently and asked, “Are you sure?” Intelligently I answered, “I don’t think I’ll ever be sure, so let’s just do it.” I honestly don’t remember much of the sex, except the pain. I had really wanted to feel something good. I had never experienced an orgasm, and was really hoping to achieve one, but no luck then or ever with Craig.
We broke up February 13, 2006, with very few sexual experiences since our first time. The next sexual experience I had was not consensual, and I became disgusted with sex. I didn’t enjoy sex until Tim, my next serious relationship. We were both 17 and more in love than I imagined I could be, and this time it wasn’t based on hormones. We waited a year before we had sex. It should have been both of our first times, and not just his. I still find it incredibly appropriate that my first orgasm didn’t come from Craig, it came from Tim, the man who loved me first, and wanted me second. My first orgasm came from the man who should have been my first time.
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