Will and I mets before at swim camp. We were both pretty good (well, actualy he was better then me…) I had this huge crush on him from the day I saw him. He was gorgeous. He was a year and a half older then me. His face was so cute, he had gorgeous green blue eyes and blonde hair. His body was perfect. Much better then boys his age. I watched him for about a day, then started to become friends with him. We had so much fun, and remined in contact. He lived one town over. We saw each other a lot through swim meets a few times a year there after.
I saw him at a meet, and about a month later my grandmother passed away. I was really upset. On Friday I just really upset, because she and I had been close. I went to the nurse and told her i was sick, and she had me call my mom. I was given permision to be dismissed. There was only an hour left, but I could not stand it anymore. I left and drove to a park in Will’s town. Its my favorite place in the world. I cried for about an hour.
I went to leave and a car was driving by. The boy in it looked like Will, which didn’t suprise me, because he lived down the street(hence that park being my favorite place) , and i had seen him driving by before. I waved to him and he stopped.
He asked why I was crying, and I told him. We talked for a while. And then he invited me to his house, and his parnets were on vacation. We talked for hours. He is such an amazing person. I kept staring into his eyes. I guess i got kind of quiet cause he asked me what was wrong. i told him nothing really, i was just upset. he assumed it was ture i guess cause, i mean, someone i loved a lot had just died. I looked at him for a very long time with out talking. I told him that i really liked him. He told me that he had always liked me but he didn’t think i liked him. it was fairy tale perfect. (i don’t know how he didn’t know it was as plain as day. i stared at him in those speedos at meets like he was famous artwork.)
We kissed for a long time, there on the couch. eventually we went to his room. he laid me on the bed, and kissed me and touched me. i was so excited. Everytime i saw him at a meet i would wisper the the nearest trusted friend, “I’d like to fuck him.” eventualy we stripped each other down.I wasn’t too suprised, Speedos don’t leave too much to the imagination. He kissed me for a while, and touched each other and then he asked if i wanted to do it. I said i did.When he first put it in i hurt like nothing i had ever felt. I cried a little. and he asked if i was ok and I was sure i wanted to do it and i told him i did, and it didn’t hurt that bad, but i was just really happy, cause this is how i hoped it would be, which was a totaly lie. I mean, this was how i wanted it to be, exactly, but the tears really were out of pain. If he knew how much it hurt he would have stopped, and i didn’t want him too.
He was a virgin too, but it lasted longer then i expected. Once i had gotten over that initial pain i was fine. It felt really good. He came, and it was over. I fell asleep next to him. When i woke up He was asleep, and it was very late at night. I stayed there and looked around me. eventualy he woke up. We did other stuff, ya know, like oral sex and stuff. We did it again, and this time i had an orgasm. We spent saturday and saturday night together, mostly having sex. I told my parents i was a my friend Lisa’s house. it was difficult to go home Sunday, and go to church. I felt so wrong when i was there(i was pretty sore too. it was worse then i’d ever felt, even after a really really hard practice!) , but it was so worth it. I didn’t feel too bad though, because we had made, love the first time, and most times after that. it wasn’t sex. it wasn’t the “fuck” i had told my firneds i wanted from him. It was special. He still has never told me if he said he loved me too cause he ment it or just to get laid, but judging by how he treated me, and how special and spiritual the sex was, he wsa in love. We are still together now, and very much in love. He goes to college localy so we see each other regualarly.
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