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Age when it happend: 20
Where it happened: in jail
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

Back in the mid 70s I turned into a car thief and it became a way of life to make money. Things worked out for a while, but eventually i was caught several times in a short period of time. I was arrested and bailed out, but eventually I was sentenced to a 1-6 year sentence in the state prison.

I first went from court to the county jail, to be held there until they send me downstate. I was white, male 20 tall,6’2″ slim with blonde hair and not very street smart for jail life. The jail was huge, run mostly by black inmates. The guards did little, and went through recieving. Very intimating place for a white kid. I was sent to the top tier with about 40 inmates in a tier, single cells for each person. A tier is a big cage with smaller cells a long hallway and a day room.

First night, lights out, pitch dark, locked in my single cell. Guard comes by, unlocks my cell, says I am transferred. I follow him and get put in a windowless room with a door with a small window which has a steel slide from the outside. Looks soundproof. No way out. bed in the center of the room , toilet in the corner with a sink. First day everything fine but boring, food brought to the cell on a tray.

Second night, door unlocks, in comes 7 huge muscular blacks and surrounds me on the bed. They had me stand up, and made me strip totally naked. Then I am ordered to sit on the bed, I am scared shitless and comply, suddenly I am flipped over, something is jammed under my waist propping my backside up, and my legs are jerked apart and held by 2 black men. I am pinned down, cant move an inch. A big hand covers my mouth , making it hard to breathe, and cold air blowing on my ass , then somthing cold put on my ass, and I feel a dick riding my crack up and down, then searching for my virgin asshole. A couple pushes in the wrong spot, and then a huge dick slamming my hole to get in , while I am trying to scream but cant. Several pumps and its in, literally knocking the breath out of me. Its horrible, violent and hard, I am being fucked hard and fast. Hurting, burning nausious, and finally he comes and gets off. Next one, slips in easier and less pain. One after another , eventually the hand is off my mouth and i am quiet. One after another , till all 7 had fucked me, after they all finish, door closes and i am still face down in shock spread eagle. Slowly i close my legs and slowly go to the toilet and clean up,there is a little blood, sitting there for atleast 1/2 hour trying to get all the come out of my ass. I am in shock. Eventually I go to sleep.

Next night, same thing, except there is 8 huge blacks. They come in, and instead of force, I strip, and lay down ass up. No one gags me, and I submitted, knowing there is no way out. Its much easier, but still rough considering the size of their dicks. I clean up after they leave, and my ass feels juicy and different.

Later I found out , I was sent to the rape room. 3rd day I get sent to the state prison on a bus in handcuffs and leg shackles. At first you go to recieving where you stay 3 or 4 weeks and get interviewed while they figure out where you get sent. Everything is fine in recieving and I heal quite well. From recieving I get sent to a 2 man cell, same prison, but in general population with a black man in his mid 30s as a cell mate.

First night after lights out, while I am half asleep, the cellmate puts a razor to my throat attached to a toothbrush, and wants to fuck me. Scared at getting cut or killed, I tell him to put the razor down and Ill give it up. I take my pants off, lay face down, and spread eagle, suprise suprise, he enters me easily, it slips right in without hurting at all. I dont say a word ,quiet as a mouse and he rides my ass for a long time. I am now his prison bitch. This goes on for months, during which time it escalates to me sucking dick, hand jobs, and being ass fucked every way possible. Sometimes I am swapped with another cellmate so there are several dicks pointing my way, usually 2-3 a day. My ass is the real prize though and basically what every one wants. My ass is juicy and always wet where no additional lubrication was needed.

Later I would hook up with another prison bitch, and fucked their ass , and it was absolute heaven, soft sweet, willing , and submissive.

I eventually was released from prison, and was and still am very confused sexually.

About a year later, I had a girlfriend who worked 3rd shift and her cousin Joe came in to visit her. Ends up we all went to a bar downstairs from her apartment and eventually she had to leave for work. Maybe an hour later I was pretty drunk and we left and went upstairs since I had the key.

Upstairs I sat and talked with him a little and blew some weed, and was really wasted. I ended up in the bed with only my underwear on, and passed out.

Later I groggily opened my eyes and my eyes were moving back and forth, but could feel nothing and could not move at all. Ends up I had a drug put in my drink and was drugged up, and Joe rode my ass for awhile, taking breaks, and rode my ass hard for several hours. I woke up about 6 am groggy and with a very sore ass, alone in her apt, and somehow cleaned up and left prior to her getting home.

My ass was sore for days, and did I feel it.

Then I went straight ever since, and Joe was the last dick , however after I was married, my wife got me very high/drunk and wanted my ass since I had been fucking hers for awhile.

She talked me into doggy style spread open and she came and mounted me and using her fingers and vaseline, fucked me just like a man would. After one time, it became an obsession, say once a week for many years. I would drink and smoke some weed first, and let her, and she enjoyed herself tremendously , and she suggested a dick be brought in for her to watch me get fucked, but it never happened and we are now divorced.

I am still sexually confused, but in the right situation, I would allow hopefully a gentle dick in their no question.

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