Where it happened: His House, his bed
Langauge: ENGLISH
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
Okay to make a long story short, I had a thang for this guy and he had no idea… the following year I’m in the 9th grade, him in the 10th..
I somehow got the guts to speak to him, or smiles turned into hi’s and hey’s…
I end up telling him I liked him..and stole him number from the Dean Office Files, and end up calling him..
The very next day I cut school, and went to his house.
We watched a movie… I’ll never forget what I wore. A brand new “just popped tags outfit’… and ‘I Know What You did Last Summer’ was on Pay Per View.
It was a lil after 1pm ( because my moms fav. soap was on).. and he started kissing on my neck and I end up stopping him, telling him I was scared… He had the curliest hair, and the most sincere eyes. He talked to me for what seem like an hour… it won’t hurt I promise..
No foreplay…. or anything besides the fact I thought he was sooooo cute.. A real pretty boy..
It hurt like hell, after I finally got it in…
I felt different after that.. to this day.
I wished I WOULD HAVE SAVED IT FOR A MAN WHO REALLY CARED ABOUT ME…
Deep down I feel it was his first time TOO..
Yet I’ll never get to find out because in 2000 6 months after he graduated he was shot and killed at a party..
I was in the 12th grade and hadn’t spoke to him for the remaining years he was there…(I did go to the funneral to show my respects though, and it was hard).
I wish we could have spoke, and then I could be at peace..
LADIES SAVE YOURSELF…
IF HE SAYS HE LOVES YOU LET HIM KNOW:
IF YOU LOVE ME YOU’LL WAIT…
how long he asks..
THE ANSWER: AS LONG AS IT TAKES….
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