Where it happened: Motel
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Through out my high school years I avoided dating and decided to save myself for marriage. I had guys coming up to me constantly trying to date me and I would simply reject them. My guy friends made me realize that it was the best thing for me to do because all they would talk about is sex and how they would leave girls as soon as they got what they wanted. Jerks right ? Oh my virginity how much I valued it. It was my pride and joy. It meant so much to me and how honored it was to be a virgin especially in my generation, it was my baby! I met my Devin online a year ago Which we started out as friends because he had a girlfriend at the time. At first when he seen my picture he told me how beautiful I was and started to praise on my beauty. I rolled my eyes and told myself this kid thinks I’m falling for it lol he started flirting with me and months later he confessed how he like me and I would constantly reject him and tell him he’s out of his mind. I knew I wasn’t the only girl he was talking to. he told me I was a challenge for him and he liked it. To make a long story short me and him started dating when he went away for his military training. he asked me out in june which was 3months ago on the phone. I patiently waited for him and we would constantly talk on the phone and our nights sure did the nights get heated. August came and my baby was back in California. We made plans how we were going to meet up and how he was going to get to my house. Friday already came and I was already clocking in at work until the shift leader told me they changes my schedule without telling me. I had to work on that Saturday and I was bummed out because I wanted to see my boyfriend. I broke the news to my boyfriend and he got really sad. he told me he had family problems and he was crying then he told me the driver was going to pick him up right now instead of Saturday. he told me he would stay out at the airport the whole weekend since he didn’t want to waste the drivers time. I felt so bad I told him I didn’t know what to do. He then told me ” I see you pick your job over your boyfriend that’s cool” . I told him I wouldn’t pick work over him and I dropped everything to go see him that night. I made my mom drive me out there to go get him. Finally when I arrived to the airport I seen Devin, my boyfriend. I quickly got out of the car and I walked towards him. He was wearing a burgundy sweater with a white sox hat. His smile was big, he was a couple inches taller than me and finally I reached out to hug him. he wanted to kiss me but he stopped himself . We arrived at my house , I made him a bed on the couch and we watched tv. he was so shy and barely made eye contact with me. I thought to myself was I too ugly for him? we started talking and he looked really tired so I gave him his rest. Okay well we got the first impression out of the way. Saturday came and his shyness faded away, he took me to the mall we held hands and he told me I made him really nervous and how beautiful I was to him . he kept kissing me that night. Sunday came, the day I lost my innocence,my pride and joy. We were at the park laying down and we started talking. he told me he didn’t know how to kiss and to teach him . I said Devin you’re my first boyfriend I really don’t know how to kiss. Sewers practicing on eachother then all of a sudden he told me he got a boner. he said look what you did to me. he showed me and I smiled. He said ” Touch it” . I started to touch it but only for a second. I was getting pretty nervous since i never had a boyfriend or did anything sexually with a guy. he told me “dont be shy now” . it was like he read my body language how I wanted to touch it. I never played with a penis before. I reached down his pants, put my right hand in his boxers and started stroking on the shaft of his penis. We made eye contact and we both smiled. i decided to move my right hand back and forth and made sure I had a good grip of it, not too tight not to soft. I started off slow then increased the speed. I felt liquid on my hand and I looked at him and he seemed really happy. I stopped and he told me with a huge grin “finish what you started” . I smiled at him and started jerking him off again and he moaned. he unbuttoned my shorts and reached his hands down my underwear. He rubbed his middle finger on the tip of my vagina. he went in but just barely inside of the lips. I looked at him and he told me ” you like that?” . I smiled and nodded. He started rubbing on my vagina with his hands. I was soaking wet and he told me if I wanted to get a room. I thought to myself how would this look basically I’m giving myself to my boyfriend of 3 months when this is the first time seeing him. I made up excuses saying I don’t want a quickie and let’s wait til it’s officially 3 months next week. he told me he wasn’t going anywhere and how he was going to be with me no matter what happens. I finally gave in. My heart beat was going out of control . I didn’t know what to expect. So we got in the car and we got a room at the motel and he kept asking me over and over if I was sure and I said yes I’m sure. We went to get condoms with his boner still there lol he kept rubbing my vagina saying “is it all wet for daddy?” and I smiled and nodded yes it is. We held hands the rest of the way til we got to the room. he said he was going to use the bathroom and I said okay. I started removing my jewelry and shoes. Then he came out and did the same thing. I went to the bathroom and wiped myself up. came out and he was removing his sweater and he layed down on the bed. he told me to come here and I went on the bed.I removed my shirt and bra. He cuddled next to me and started kissing me. I decided to give him a nice hickey on his chest then he asked me if I wanted to have sex under the covers or on top. I told him under the covers. He got up and removed his pants and boxers. I quickly removed my underwear . He put the condom on and then before he did anything he grabbed on to my legs and told me “I’m going to go down on you” I grabbed on to him and said “no don’t!” he told me why not and I said because I just want you to just go straight to it. He started insisting and I told him no just to get to it but honestly I was embarrassed because I didn’t know what to expect and I was so nervous also my legs were shaking out of control. he started kissing me and he decided to give me a sloppy wet hickey on the top of my boobs. While he was trying to he put all his weight on my chest I felt I was going to suffocate lol. I almost said something but he was done in no time. At last he was trying to get his penis in. When he finally got it in it felt really good and since it was nice and wet iit slipped right in. We made eye contact and he started moving back and forth nice and slow. Our bodies were rubbing eachother as if we were in one. I loved the intimate feeling. it was like his penis was tickling the inside of my vagina. we kept going at it for a good ten minutes then he busted. He looked at me and took it out and said smiling ” I told you to finish what you started” I laughed and said I’m sorry. He sat up and gripped on his penis making sure all the cum drips out of his penis into the condom. He finally took it off and we had to wait til he got hard again. He tried jerking himself and then I started to help him and he got hard again. I layed back down and I told him to get me more wet. He told me I have to go down on you and I said no don’t! He respected my wishes and he decided to rub his penis on my clit. That gave me so much pleasure it felt so good. Turned me the hell on . So then he put the condom on and tried to put his penis in but he had a hard time, He kept spreading my legs open and kept asking me why are your legs shaking? I told him I don’t know. He still had trouble finding my hole. I thought to myself he’s not experienced how he said he was. It was like we were both virgins. He got a little frustrated and he pulled me closer to him and told me why do I keep scooting up and I told him I wasn’t. Then at last I opened wide for him and he said “damn babe your wet!” I told him I know baby you just get me so excited. He finally put his penis in and started thrusting nice and slow. I was moaning pretty loud and he asked me twice if I wanted the volume on the tv to be loud. I said no I’m fine I had to stop him because I didn’t want his penis to enter my vagina because it felt weird and uncomfortable. It felt good where he had it. I was getting the hang of it and I whispered in his ear he felt so good. I told him to go faster and harder. He kept going faster and I started to moan even louder and my breathing was heavier. He looked at me while he was thrusting hard and then he looked away. Then all of a sudden there was a sharp stabbing pinching pain. Before I told him anything he said babe I went all the way in. I said I noticed that sharp pinching pain you popped my cherry. I asked him if there was any blood and he said no. So then he started to go gentle on me then I told him to stop. The pain was uncomfortable. Then he looked down and said babe your bleeding! I looked down and freaked out. I told him if it was normal to bleed that much and he told me it was. He asked me if i wanted to go in the shower and do it there. I agreed and said it was best. When I got up the blood soaked the mattress and sheets. I was terrified . I read about how girls bled only a little and some don’t bleed but never bled how much I bled. The blood was so much it was dripping down to my ankles. It was like I was running the Nile river and it would never stop. He told me it was normal and it was no big deal. I quickly wiped myself with the white towel that the motel rooms only had. Then we went in the shower. He started washing himself off and I couldn’t help myself but he had the cutest butt ever. Then he suggested we do anal but I was telling him no I heard many stories on how girls pooped on their partners. Gross I know. So he put his penis in but not all the way and he grabbed his two fingers about to enter them in my vagina. He smiled and said if it was in. I told him no it wasn’t and then I told him I didn’t want to do it not on my first time. So I decided to spread my legs apart while my leg was on the rail of the shower. He put his penis in and still the blood wouldn’t stop flowing. I told him let’s just stop because the bleeding wouldnt calm down. He said okay so then he got out and got dressed while I tried cleaning myself up . He looked really disappointed and he started making the bed. I got dressed and made sure I put toilet paper in my underwear so I wouldnt drip. I helped him make the bed and I tod him what about the sheets he said just leave them there but I kept insisting to throw them out lol I stained them really bad. The blood was like a lot! I mean worse than heavy flow period.he told me not to worry about it. I got dressed and made sure I had everything. We left the motel room and we didn’t even hold hands or anything. He walked in front of me and gave the lady her keys. He seemed mad because things didn’t go how he wanted. We drove to target to get me my pads. He made sure I wasn’t bleeding or leaking. When we got home we played basketball before my mom drove him to his base. Then when we arrived we both got off the car and we kissed and he told me he had fun and thanks for an amazing weekend. We kept texting along the way and he wanted to come over the weekend that was coming up. 2 weeks later I broke up with him because of a picture he wanted of me and he made a joke how he would break up with me if I didn’t send him one and I took it out of hand. He was begging for me and I turned him down and he gave up. He told me he finally found a relationship where he can pour his heart out and put his all into but He was wrong. Days later I realized my big mistake how I broke up with him over a stupid misunderstanding and argument and I begged him back and he told me I hurt both of us and Im crying for my mistake. I kept writing him texts and he kept ignoring me so I just stopped writing him. I would never forget my first time with my devin . He was my first boyfriend and “my first love” . You don’t know what you have til it’s gone. I made a mistake and I still cry myself to sleep, I write this with tears and I hope you all enjoyed this. thanks for reading.
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