Where it happened: at home
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Everything started when i got this new job, i was 17 and people there were much older than me. There was this guy who i really liked, he was 29. One day we where at the elevator and he asked how old i was, i said i was 17 and that was the end of our conversation. After a few weeks i turned 18, i guess someone told him, so he asked me out. First i didn’t wanted to go out because he was a lot older than me, and what would a guy at that age want from an 18 years old?!(it was obvious even for me, thow i was a virgin and had no experience with guys at all), anyways, later that night after work he said if i wanted a ride home, so i accepted. That night he parked somewhere near my house (I was SO nervous because of that) and he kissed me, he wanted to have sex that night so he asked: how many sexual partners have u had? and he was pretty shocked when i said: NONE, and i told him that i didn’t wanted to have sex anytime soon. He said that it was ok (later on i found out he had a girl, so that’s why he wasn’t in a hurry). After that day i got so scared of him, i don’t know why but i felt so bad after we kissed, cause i knew it wasn’t right for me. Anyways, time passed, and i started to feel lonely, here i was in a strange country, with strange people, and feeling so lonely. So i decided to go out with him again. One day at work, i came to his office and said: you know what? i changed my mind, i want to have sex. He didn’t believed me at first, but after work that night we went to a park and started kissing, i sat on his lap and i felt he was getting so hard, but then my mom called so i had to go home. We fooled around for aprox 3 months, but we started to go higher and higher, he started fingering me, and he told me how to do a blow job. So finally, one night that my parents weren’t at home, i called him and invited him to come and hang out for a while. He came at around 10 pm (i was kinda nervous cause my neighbors saw him), we sat on the couch and we started kissing, he took my shirt and my bra off, and then he took also my pants and my panties, i gave him a blow job, and then he ate me out, i was so wet, so i told him to go to my room, we got to my bed and he slowly got into me… it hurted so much, but i really wanted him to take my virginity, so i did’t told him to stop even thow i wanted to cry so bad. That night he taught me 7 positions, we even tried to do it from the back but it hurted even more so we didn’t do it, the whole night i was in pain but at the same time feeling the pleasure of being with him. We had sex until 1 am, and then he left. The next day i realized we didn’t used condoms, i was so scared to get pregnant from my first time and from a guy who i don’t really know, so i went to the clinic for the morning after pill. I never saw him again, the company where we used to work closed a few weeks before we had sex. I don’t understand what happened with him, but i guess i don’t even want to know. All i can say for the people who might read this and still are a virgin: don’t do it if you feel lonely, or because all of your friends have already done it, or because you are so curious. Do it with a person with who you won’t regret doing it. Actually i didn’t changed physically after doing it, but i feel like if i lost a part of me… i know i’m not a whore cause i just did it once, but i used to feel so proud of being 18 and still being a virgin (not even one of my friends was a virgin at that age) but now.. i’m just one simple person like everyone else.
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