Where it happened: In his car
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I was going though a big change, i used to always lie about loosing my virginity. One weekend i would say i lost it then, and another weekend and so on…
But finally, i was fooling around with this older man, who is known to be a big “Slut” in my home town. So i was like, since my first time wont be that special, i want to loose it just to get it done and over with, at my age, i thought it wasn’t normal to be a “Virgin” since my friends who were younger were already having sex. I remember fooling around with this man a couple of times, we would go for a drive in his brothers big truck, park somewhere and we would just fool around, i.e Kissing, penetrating each other (well more like he penetrating me) It felt so AWFUL i remember i pretend to “Puke” so he would stop, because i didn’t want to seem all weirded out too much by it. So i lied and tried so hard to make myself vomit lol Well anyways, he stopped. I told him i wanted to go home, so he seem kind of contrary, but i didn’t care. I knew next time i well force myself to go though with it. I didn’t really know or understood, that feeling i felt was the actual “pleasure feeling”, or could he be doing something wrong. or was it me.. Anyways, i remember another time being drunk, and seeing the same guy, I told him this time i want to do it, he didn’t believe me, i remember i was wearing all white that night, i had my cousin size 8 white jeans on, and my long white jacket, and a back pack full of beer, i was walking up to another friends house, i saw his car leave the “Store-House”, and i knew he was going to stop and pick me up, a part of me wish he didn’t. As we drove over the long hill in on the back roads, i knew this time would be business time.
As he adjusted the seat in his car, it was getting down to minutes, when i well finally loose my virginity. I layed back and let him touch me, The only part i enjoyed, was the kissing. He did kiss so passionately, as he hauled down my pants, he saw that i was wearing a panty liner lol omg i was so embarrassed!!! he asked me “are you on your rag” i said “No, but i might start soon”, I couldn’t tell him that i have a weak bladder, and i sometimes dribble lol… That wouldn’t be very sexy. I remember my feet changing the song, we listen to “Nazareth” , i love that band, but back then, it was kind of awkward to get into the mood with, I watched him put a condom on his below average penis, Wasn’t very mood setting either, All i kept on saying in my head, this well be soon over, even before it began. He wanted to fool around first, but i was like no, “just fuck me”.
When he placed his cock inside me, it hurted soooooooo bad, like someone cutting me with a knife, slowly stabbing me, i tried to push his penis further out of me, and he tried to grab me and push it in me harder, i about to cry, when he said “Stop being a sook” i was then so disgusted in myself for giving my virginity to this man. It lasted prob 8 minutes, but to me it was 8 minutes too long. Once i placed my pants back on, when it was over, i knew something down there was different, i was so wet, i thought i had pee’d myself, once i got home, as he dropped me off at my door, i ran inside and saw my cousin white jeans were stained in blood, i was so scared that my mom would find them, and know i was no longer a virgin, so i ran down stairs and put them in the washer right away.
That was my first time i had sex. Nothing special,and nothing worth to remember.
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