Where it happened: A park
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 9
Category: Straight
Ok – Me and three girlfriends were having a sleepover and the question came up of ‘kissing techniques’ and other information that these girls didn’t know. I was the most experienced of them all. I tried to explain it to them and they couldn’t get the concept of french kissing. So I got up and walked next door. I got the 16 year old neighbors boy, Chris. I asked if he wouldn’t mind helping with the little demonstration. Of course he agreed. So we got the other girls and marched them outside. We started to make out and slowly showing them how everything was done – I can still remeber that he had the most amazing tongue,it was very forceful. After the girls had their turns with Chris – they got disinterested and went inside the house.I stayed after, as to thank him for the service he had provided. As I turned to say Thanks – I found his mouth all over mine again. I couldn’t belive it. It was different than before, when we were just showing the girls. I was completely in awe. When he broke away from me – he grabbed my hand and led me down the street to a park. I kept asking him what he was doing and he just told me to be quiet and wait for the moment. I was very curious. Once he got me to the park he asked me if I knew how to give a blowjob. I said I did. He asked me if I would give him one and I reluctantly agreed. I got down to my knees and started to undo his pants and he immediately got a massive erection. Once his pants were down – I saw that he was a pretty big guy. I looked up at him and said,”You just want a blow-job?” He looked at me and said ‘What else can we do?’ I told him that if he would be gentle and teach me – then I would have sex with him. he took off my jacket and shirt and started to touch and feel my breasts. He pulled my pants off and slowly and gently took off my underwear. i was standing before him completely in the nude and he smiled. I bent down to take off his boxers, but he stopped me, saying he ‘just wanted to look ta me for a while’ I stood there and finally got impatient. I went to him very slowly and pressed my nude, but very developed body against him. He immediately stripped the rest of the way nude and layed down on the grass. I was not sure how to proceed and he just told me to sit on him. So I stradled him and He started to move and push himself inside me. I was in pain, but it felt too good to stop. So he kept going and soon he rolled me on my back and kissed my gently while he was thrusting himself into me. I couldn’t belive what I was doing and when he finally came, he rolled over and grabbed his oversized shirt, and wrapped it around us, and we sat there together in the nude, in the middle of a park, just holding each other. After I am sure and hour, I said the girls would be missing me. He stood up and helped me up. I couldn’t belive how nice he had been and how he was so caring with me. Before I left he whispered in my ear – ‘You ever need me again, and I will be here.’ I knew what he was implying and I left then. I went back to the house and the girls asked me where I had been. I said, “Are you ready for this?”.They were excited and when I told them briefly what had happened, they were in awe. I took a shower and all the way through it I though to myself, I know what I did, makes me cool, and is very admirable, but I felt so dirty. I to this day still go and visit Chris, and we occasionally mess around. I told one girlfriend how I felt and she said, ‘Why do you keep doing it then?’ I said, “Hey, you can only lose your virginity once,” I guess the way i rationalized it was that since I had done it once, then it didn’t matter anymore. I regret very much having sex with Chris. I effects me everyday. I have stopped going to church because I feel like I am not worthy to be there. I cannot have guy be interested in me, without me thinking that maybe he heard what I did,hoping to get a piece of the action. I can only make friends with girls who are not virgins because I only fit in with them. If I did make a virtous friend, she would never know. I advise younger girls to make sure that the time is right for them too, and not just the guy. To not do it on a whim and wait until their time.
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