Where it happened: My truck, my room
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 9
Category: Straight
This story is not about my first sex but about the day that I came to know my true self. I don’t have alot of gay friends so I can’t really compare my happiness of finding my inner self with any of my friend’s stories, suffice it to say that I am an utterly happy person now but have alot to live up to. I guess that it was a sexual experience with my girlfriend at the time that drove me to have this experience. You see we had unprotected sex and she came up pregnant. I did not want anything to do with the baby and have been avoiding her. That is not easy in the town of Prescott, AZ it is kind of hard to avoid her but I was hanging out alot with a male friend of mine and we would talk about stuff, and often it would be about sex. I confessed that I liked the feelings of sex but that I never felt anything for girls in general. He came right out and said “Ryan I am gay, and that is just how I feel about women” I was in shock for a minute but I managed to understand what he was saying. I was silent and he said he was sorry and that he should not have told me. I was a little uneasy and then asked him what it was like. He said that he liked to have sex but with a guy it was less about love than just getting off, in other words it was about the actual act than about holding and cuddling. I was getting aroused despite my best efforts not to. He was sitting across from me and could see that my pants were bulging. He walked across the room and knealed in front of me and reached out for my fly. I resisted and he said “come on Ryan just enjoy yourself, you just might have that experience that you are hurting for.” I moved my hand from my crotch area and he unbuttoned my pants and helped me to work them down to my knees. I kicked my shoes off and he soon had me naked to the waist. He reached up and started stroking my dick, it felt nice as he paid special attention to all of the spots I liked rubbed. I suddenly realized that him being a guy he would naturally know where it would feel nice. He got closer and took my dick into his mouth and swallowed the whole thing. He was bobbing up and down and caressing my balls and letting his finger stroke my anus and press in a little. I knew I was not going to last long and soon was filling his mouth with my cum, hands down the best blow job I have ever had. When he was done I asked him if I could return the favor. He said he would love to teach me and soon we had changed places and I was giving him head. I think the best part for me was slipping my finger in and out of his little butthole. After he came he asked me if I was up for a little anal sex. I was definately up! We went to his bedroom and he had some lube and he got on all fours and told me to get lubed up. I smeared the lube on my dick and then on his anus. I tried to push in but he was really tight. I finally pushed into his anus and started thrusting, it was heavenly. It was only a few minutes before I came and it was the best orgasm I have ever had. I let him take my anal virginity, he pleasured me with his tongue, I had never been rimmed before and that was almost as good as the blowjob. He worked on me with his fingers and then an anal plug, then came the monster. He is over 8inches long and has a really fat dick. It took all that I had to stand the pain of being opened up the first time but I took him and soon he was cumming in my virgin ass. I am so happy as we spend so much time together and the sex is GREAT! I have chosen this site as my way of coming out, it has been so hard to try to explain to people where I am all the time, so I would appreciate if you would print this, a number of my friends read this site and will know who I am. I am sorry for the baby and hope that this will help J. to understand why I have been so disinterested in her.