Where it happened: my apartment
Langauge: English as a second language
Sex: Male
Rating: 10
Category: Straight
The first time when it happened, I was 28. I guess it is very late for a man to have his first in this age. But part of it is because I was abroad studying on my own and being very busy and partly I didn’t like hanging out with friends very much. I don’t like drinking or going to parties. Since my puberty I liked and fell in love with many girls and I think there were other girls who liked me. But this girl reminded me of a girl that I liked very much in the past. She had similar face. And her name was also same to another girl that I liked years ago. So she reminded me 2 different girls that I liked. She also had nice friendly personality. I took her out to our cottage for sleepover. There were my cousin, a guy friend of mine and his little brother, and another woman. She was 26 at the time. We all slept side by side. It was pitch black night. I touched her hair first and face. Then went to her neck. I smelled her hair which was so much delicate and had wonderful smell of flower. Then I touched her shoulder. She was laying on her side looking away from me. Then she turned on her back facing up which was a sign of acceptance. I then touched her bra and her stomach. After a while she took her bra off. Then I tried to take her panties off, but she wouldn’t let me do it. She was a virgin and it had been only a couple of days after we met. And also because there were other people just a feet away. I asked her if she wanted to go out with me. She said no. And after playing with her body all night long, we slept only about an hour in the morning. I don’t remember if I slept or not because I was so excited that night. We didn’t have sex that night. The next day I had a dinner with her in our home. When we were alone I asked her if she wanted to go to the bedroom. She said no because I didn’t say I love you to her. And she was right. It has been only three days since we met and also I never really kissed her. And now I am asking her to go to bedroom. I was virgin and dumb. I had never really kissed with any one before. We didn’t make it at that time. I was leaving back to USA after a couple of days. I kept my studies in the USA. After 8 months she came to the USA to me. The first night I offered my bed to her and wanted to sleep on the couch my self. But she kept asking me to share the bed. I think I slept on the couch that night. The next night she asked me to sleep by her side again. I agreed and laid on my side looking away. After a few minutes she started to caress my hair and shoulders. At that moment my heart was so tender and I felt extremely softened. I looked back to her and started caressing her as well. I think this was the moment of my life when I felt the tenderness of a woman. We started kissing but it was awkward. Our teeth were touching and we were hurting each other because none of us had kissed before. After a while I went on top of her and dry humping her. She took off her panties for me. I kissed all over her body and eat out her pussy. We were both wet and excited. I tried to enter her. I didn’t want to hurt her, so I went real easy. I couldn’t penetrate her as she was virgin. I came immediately when my head touched her vagina. As a matter of fact I couldn’t enter her for a whole week. We had tried this so many time but it just wouldn’t go in. It seemed to me as though she had many hymens in her. After a while my head would go in just half of an inch and it would hurt her. Then again after several try and ejaculation my head would go in another half inch and not much. Finally I was able to fully enter her. We were having sex a lot during that time. I was very easy to ejaculate. But I could never let her orgasm. I don’t know if I was weak or she was a different type. Even after one year of sex, she still never orgasmed with me. Sometimes I was able to do it for 10 minutes or more but even then she was just tired after sex. But she enjoyed sex. We broke up for one and half months and it was the most difficult time for me. When she came back to me and caressed me from behind, it was as tender and touching as the first time. We had sex again. And she was all wet during this time. She was wetter than first time. I don’t know if it was because she wanted me so much during our break up or because of something else. But I am sure she missed me a lot because I missed her too much. We had sex for two days. And after that I had to leave back to my home country. On the night I went back, she wanted to take a shower with me last time. She was begging me. I would have if I had a time. We used to have the best sex in the shower. After I came to my home country, I broke up with her for many reasons. I still loved her. Life in the USA was difficult for us. We had hard time finding jobs for no permit. This was the biggest frustration for us that eventually led to our break up. After almost two years I haven’t dated any one or had se with any one else. Sometimes I miss her so much. Sometimes I masturbate a lot. But no matter how much I masturbate it doesn’t satisfy me as much as the sex with her. I was reading all kinds of stories in this site. Some of them having sex with blood relatives etc… But I am glad I didn’t have to have dirty sex. I want to stay away from such things.