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I am happy you can only loose it once

Age when it happend: 20
Where it happened: his bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

So i was with him 4 months going on 5 months and we had it all planned out for a week and a half. So i had time to say no i can;t do this. So it comes to the day Jan 5 2011, i go over to his house and the plan was:
1) i give him a lap dance
2) we take a shower together (that was the first time for me to)
3) we go up stairs and have sex

Everything was going to plan, he just had to turn off the water and all the other stuff before he came up stairs so i went up stairs frist and i was sitting naked on his bed freaking out becasue this was the last time i was ever going to be a virgin again. So when he came up i gave him the condom and was like okay i hope i don’t chicken out like i did the last two time before this. He gets the condom on and we are making out, we are both naked and he lays me on the bed and starts to fingers me to get me wet so it doesn’t hurt that much, well all i am saying is that didn’t help. He put his dick in me and all i did was move and say this hurts both bad and good, that lasted about five mins before i had to say stop i couldn’t handle anymore. We were alone the whole day and the rest of the day we were cuddling on the sofa and all i was thinking was i am no longer a virgin omg how am i going to tell my mother. So after i leave his house i go to my best friends house and tell them and tell a few other people and i never told my mother yet to this day and it has been 7 months since i lost it.
Wel after the first time we had sex three other times after that and i thought we were in love but i guess he really didn’t love me becasue it ended five months later over text and i was crying all alone in the walmart parking lot. Some people ask to this day do i hate him for taking my Vcard and i say no i don’t because who gave it to him, who trusted him with, i gave it to him and i trusted him with it. Now i am doing better than i ever have been without him 🙂

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