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I am still his angle

Age when it happend: 18 thanksgiving night
Where it happened: deep in the woods
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 10
Category: Straight

My boyfriend and I had done some stuff before, he has went down on me (or going south how he likes to call it) and I have returned the favior, he is the sweetest, kindest, most gental man I had ever known, and I trust him with my life, he was the first guy i ever kissed and the first anything I ever loved, his touch warms my very soul and I long to be in his arms for eturnity, as he has confessed to me also… It all started as a date to be alone in the woods, a picknick shelder, as he picked me up that night neither of us expected to make love for the first time, I wanted my first time to be in a bed I thought where I would feel safe and warm, and he had made a promise it would be when i was ready, not before, so we travled down this long path deep into a secluded picknic shelder, we went down the hill to this secret room with a long rise in it. we had went there a few nights before and I have massaged him, but he started to actually cry, I thought I had hurt him but he said he couldn’t let go, and never had before, I was scared I didn’t even know what he truely meant so I just held him close and said we would work things out and how much I love him and how i would never leave him and am there for him no matter what ( and I meant every word) so here we were the same place it all had happend and I felt his love just as strong now as then. it was pitch black so we had to “feel” our way around, I sat down on the rise and he placed himself as close as he could get betweem my legs, I could feel him so warm and strong, we kissed and kissed, deeply and very excitedly, for some reasone I wanted to laydown instead, and he moved and let me laydown, he came up beside me stood over me and we started to kiss again, I touched him, he was hard and he breathed in deeply as I brushed my hand against him again, I massaged him till my hand couldn’t take it anymore, I wanted him to feel good, so I asked him to join me on the rise, he layed between my legs and pressed against me, I felt a surge of pleasure as he pressed hard enought to penitrate my jeans through his own, I started to unzip him, he helped and took his paints down too, I wasn’t sure what i was doing or if I should keep going or stop now, but he started to kiss me again and moved down to stimulate my breasts, I was very excited and he loved it I could tell, but I know he was not expecting me to say what i did next I asked if he wanted to go on, he breathed in deply and said “what about my promise” I said it’s ok, and he asked if I was sure, I said “I think so” then I asked if he would come see me tomorrow, I just felt like if he did I wouldn’t feel so wrong, he said of course I will (and he did by the way) and he started to kiss me very pasionatly then and his breath grew very deep so did mine as he undid my paints, he took off my clothes and removed his underwear, he started to kiss me down my body again and licked my cloris, he did it very well and at the pleasuresome feeling I drew scared, I stopped him before I let go compleatly and he started to come back to my mouth, as he did this his manhood pressed right outside of me, the feeling I will remember forever, the fear i hope to forget, he leaned back and took out some protection, he carefully unwrapped it and put it on, after he had it on he started to caress my leg and slowly come back to me, he placed himself right were he needed to be and as he started to enter me slowly and gentally, I cried in pain, I tried so hard not to, but it did hurt like heck, he stoped and held right where he was, I wanted it to be over the pain I mean, i wanted to enjoy this time with him so I urged him on again, but he soon stoped when I made the same noise of discomfort, with a few more starts and stops he had entered me mostly and he just held me tightly and said he loved me, i told him I love him too(tring very hard not to cry) as he started to pull out a bit for a test try, you could say I kept quiet hopping the pain would be gone IT WASN’T this time hurt even worse but i manged to keep it to a sort of sob, he tried again and it felt alittle less painfull, he entered all the way then, as it became more and more bearable I started to remeber why i had wanted to try at all, my love for him I wanted to be as close as two can be, and we were, I was filled with love for him as he started to increase his speed, he just kept going faster and faster and I felt it more and more, then he hit this spot in me that made me burst in pleasure, I was scared at that but he kept hitting it till I was just at the edge of letting go, but he had finished now, compleatly, I asked him if he let go and with an emotional responce he said “yes I did” I felt so great for him but when he asked if I was ok for somereason it just all hit me at once and I got quiet, he huged me and comforted me for the longest time, then we rose to dress I was shaking a bit and he held me tight, we went up deck and looked at the beautiful stars, and I looked into his deep pashinately loving brown eyes and ran my fingers through his jet black hair and said I just need time to adjust to what happen, he kissed me and said he would be here as long as it takes. We are still together and plan to be forever, we have even set a date to be married two year anniversary of our first kiss, I wouldn’t change my first time for anything, it was perfect, and the only reason it was is because it was with the right person, I love him with all my heart and we have overcome alot together, I truly believe we will be together forever, so I guess my first time though it hurt like heck, was the most memorable experence I have had so far, and the best decision I ever made.

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