My first time was wonderful. It all started in the summer of 95. I had met this guy named Joshawa. He 9 at the time, a year older then me. He was with a bunch of friends that called themselfs a gang, but didn’t do anything “ganglike” They just sort of hung out. Well on that summer day, I was walking home from a friends house, and I saw a bunch of guys running down the street. It was dark out, so I didn’t know who they were. One of them ran right into me, knocking me down. I cut my knee pretty bad, and my hands were slightly bleeding. They all continued to run, except one, who helped me up. After that moment, I was positive that I was inlove with this stranger. His eyes were so brown, that when I looked into them, I felt as though I would melt. After a while, Josh and I became better friends. We eventully started dating, but kept it a secret for personal reasons. He didn’t have a good family at home. His dad left them when he , and his mom begain blaming his brother and him for it. So bacically, he only spoke on good terms with his brother. My family life wasn’t too great either. My parents were constantly fighting, and I think my dad was having an affair, but I didn’t really care about their loveless marriage. My sister, and brother were always in their own world, and only cared about themselfs. I guess I just got the bad luck of getting that family.
But anyways, Josh and I really liked each other. After about four monthes of sneaking around, our parents and friends eventully found out about us. Our friends were cool with it. My parents didn’t give a shit about it, but Josh’s mom starting bitching that he would just get me pregnant, and leave like his father did. Needless to say, we didn’t go over to his house that often. Well, a month later the topic of sex came up. I was still a virgin, Josh wasn’t. He told me that he had been with another girl when he , and she was just using him. He told me how heartbroken he was, because he actully thought that he loved her. Now that he was with me, he said he begain to feel love again. So we made plans to make love, on the most romantic day of the year, Valentines Day.
I remember the night so clearly. It was raining, and their was a huge storm outside. My parents were at some party with the neighbours. Not unusual for them to be out all night anyways. My brother was off at collage, and my sister was suppose to me “studying” with her friends, but I think thats the last thing she would be doing.
Josh and I prepared for this. I started taking birth control and felt that I was compleatly ready. We took our clothes of slowly, and begian kissing. I was feeling all wet, and I could see that he was up and ready. He put me down on the bed slowly, and inserted one finger. It definitly felt nice, and I wanted more, BAD! He begain putting two fingers in, until I couldn’t wait any longer. I begged him to stop teasing me. He laughed lightly, then started putting himself in me slowly. It did hurt a lot at first, but it didn’t take long before it started feeling really good. About 20 minutes later, he told me he couldn’t wait any longer, and then he came inside me. It was a feeling I had never felt before. But I liked it. Ten minutes later I had my very first orgasim. It was the best feeling in the world! We tried different positions too. We started doing doggie style, which led me to experience what the G spot felt like. I know a lot of women don’t even know what an orgasim feels like, so I guess I was lucky enough to have a partner like Josh.
Josh and I continued to date for four more years. We ended up getting married. Auguest 14th 1999 was our wedding date. It was the happiest day of my life. Aside from having sex with him (which by the way was GREATTTTTT!) What was so amazing about our wedding date, was that, s ago on August 14th in 95, was the day we met. s later we had our first child. Her name is Hannah, and we are happily married, and living a wonderful life. I know a lot of these stories are probably full of shit, but I think its wonderful that there is a website out there that lets me share their first time. Wheather its real or not, its great too read.
Thanks Josh for showing me that there is more too life out there. You are my soul mate, and my insperation to do great. I love you with all my heart!
Samantha
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