I was school and a sexy guy started that fall in our class. I he was hot but didnt think he knew I was alive. When summer vaca rolled around he called me (I still dont know where he got my number) and asked me to come over. I did and we started hanging out a lot. He told me he was really into tall girlz (Im 6feet 1) and told he he thought I was beautiful. He asked me if I dated a lot and I said no. He wanted to know why and I said it was becuz of my background. (We live in an all caucasion neighborhood and Im Japanese Korean and Greek – not to mention the only adopted kid.) He said that was silly nobody in our hood was racist. He said I was really exotic and he was in love with me. Over the next few weeks he pressured me for sex but I said no.
One day I rode my bike over to see him and his folks werent home. It was real hot and I was only wearing my bikini and a pair of cutoffs. When I got there we decided to swim. They had a big ingound in the back yard. I slipped my shorts off and he’s like WOW. My bikini was a thong (I wore it a lot in our backyard to sunbathe). I wanted to look sexy and didn’t think there was anything wrong with it. We swam for a while and we were horsing around. He untied my top and pulled it off. I was like give me that back but he was teasing me and wouldnt let me have it. I figured what the heck its not like I dont sun topless at home and he was like my best friend so I stopped trying to get it back. He asked it he could touch my boobs and I said I guess so. He was real gentle cupping his hands around them and started toucing my nipples softly. His hands were a little rough but it felt great so I let him. He said I was practiclly naked anyway so why didnt I take the bottom off and skinny dip. He said its not like Im gonna rape you. I trusted him so I did. He took his trunks off and his thing was hard and standing up. He asked if I wanted to feel it and I said not really. He was okay for a while then he grabbed my hand and put it on him. It was very hard and I could feel his heart pulsing through it. I let go quickly and he said whats a matter dont you like to touch it. I said yeah but not till Im married. He said if we have sex were already married according to the Bible. I said no but he came over and kissed me and started feeling my bush and between my legs. I tried to make him stop but he kept on saying once we get started youll love it babe. He grabbed the back of my neck and made me suck him. I liked having it in my mouth but it wasnt right and I didnt like being forced to. He pushed me on my back and pushed my thighs apart and started putting it in me. It was big and I was dry. It hurt so bad and I felt a kind of ripping feeling. Once it was in he just laid on me telling me he loved me and it was all good. He started pumping it in and out of me. It felt good but it was wrong. I was crying and begged him to stop. He came in me. I felt the hot stuff spraying inside me and I was very upset. He pulled out and made me suck on him some more. The idea of sucking his thing with my juices on it after he raped me made me sick and I barfed on him. He was MAD and slapped me real hard. He told me to go home. He wouldnt give me back my bikini and shorts or my bike. I snuck out into the woods and made my way toward home. I dont know how I got there without getting caught naked but I did. I jumped in the shower for like an hour and a half and brushed my teeth like twenty times.
His parents must have got home sometime after that and found my clothes and bike hidden behind the pool house. They called my parents and they asked to talk to me. They wanted to know if I was there and what happened. I thought they were gonna be really mad at me but they werent. My parents called the police and made me tell them what happened. I thought they were going to be mad at me too but both of them just cried. I had to go to the ER and get checked out. That was so embarrassing! (The one nurse was a guy and he stood there looking while the doctor put the platic thingy that looks like a ducks bill in my vagina.) Thank heaven I didnt get pregnent or get a STD.
I realize now I was niave to be there alone with him and go naked with him. We found out he did that to another girl where he lived before and although no charges were filed he and his parents moved. His parents were really nice to me even though he was charged with rape. He was tried as a minor and not much really happened. Him and his parents moved shortly after that. Im okay now. I still feel bad I lost my virginity that way. Right now although all the guys tell me Im hot I dont want to go with anybody. I just hope when I do find the right guy he wont think Im used goods because of what happened.
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