Where it happened: Motel 6
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 8
Category: Straight
So I have been reading these for a few years, and I figured since I lost it, it was my turn to share.
I Have been dating talking to this guy dan for a 6 months, we started dating two months ago. He is two years older than me, and we do have to sneak around to see eachother. I want to open with my mom about it but I just can’t yet. She doesn’t even want me dating! this would break her heart. Anyways, we had gone on a few dates, and hungout whenever we could. On one of them all we did was cuddle for 5 or 6 hours 😀 it was the sweetest and I never felt so close to someone or pressured. There was something about being so close to his face and not kissing him (oh yeah we didnt even kiss until two weeks after we started dating!) I got to be close to him without being occupied wondering if I was moving my lips right, or where I was putting my hands, or feeling how soft his hair was. It was just me curled up on his chest laying on the couch listening to his heart beat and feel his arms wrapped around me feeling safe, held, and warm. it was a wonderful feeling, that I cant really discribe.
So two and a half weeks ago now, he rented a room at the Motel 6. Ik not so classy. Pretty trashy actually. The room was small, tacky comforter, and not very cozy feeling. But It was amazing. I knew something was going to happen that night, but I wasnt scared. And the idea of losing my virginity scared me so much with anyone else, I thought it would be painful and emotionless. But It was close and passionate.
We were making out on the bed, and clothes started to come off, I wasnt second thinking anything, It felt SO right. He smelled so good, and i cared about him, and he cared about me so much. The string around my neck from the dress i was wearing came undone easily. He stumbled with my bra for a minute, so I helped him. His eyes lit up like I’ve never seen them before. He was a virgin too. We rolled over so He was ontop and I started to pull off his shirt and off it came, along with more making out. i couldnt stand it when he had to pull away to get it over his head, i didnt want more than a half inch between us. He went to go get a condom out of my purse, and took off his pants and slid it on. He layed down and I sat ontop of him, and slowly put it in. it kind of pinched, and I felt a lot of pressure. But it didnt really hurt that badly. After a while it felt amazing, he made me feel so good, and i made him feel good too. We then took a shower together and it was a lot of me on my tiptoes kissing him and washing eachother. It was also really passionate and close, and I would never change it for anything. He then had to stepout to get new clothes from his car, and while he was out i descovered taht he left the condom inside of me! It was just hanging there, I didnt even feel it! gosh that was uncomfortable for me. thank god it was when he was outside. He came back in and we cuddled and watched tv and fell asleep together 🙂 It took a while to fall asleep, i was in pure bliss, and he has sleeping problems so so did he. We played some cute little made up games together, and flirted and talked about things. And he had a boner Allllll night that wouldnt go down. Haha (: Eventually we fell asleep, and waking up next to him is something id love to do everday (: I dont know if i will spend the rest of my life with him, but for now, I would spend every second with him if I could 🙂
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