Where it happened: A friend's house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 3
Category: Straight
Oh My God! I feel like part of a cheap sit-com.
I was working as an aupair in NYC, towards the end of my program I didn’t know if I was going to extend or leave NY and go back home. If going back home was the case I decided to loose my virginity, cause being back home meant being back at my parent’s until I graduated college and could move out of the house (fyi catholic household! so there!)
One of my aupair friends had a host family who traveled all the time. Literally he worked only now and then, so we spend most of our down time partying at his lovely upper west side apartment, since most of us where under age and could not legally drink.
One of the few nights we were able to go into a bar we mate this two guys from Holland who where interns at a design studio and they where gonna be in NY for a year. We where just flirting for free drinks, they turned out to be a permanent fixture of our friends circle for the rest of that year.
One of the dutch guys, “Toro” -his real nickname btw- a 6 foot something guy skinny as hell and always with a smile on his face was always on the look out of a romantic adventure or a one nights stand, whichever came to happen first.
Toro was always a gentleman with me and he showed a preference towards me, I grew up being a little bit of a tomboy, and then I got a tad cubby so I always thought of me as one of the boys, and since I’m never in the lookout of an actual boyfriend or consider myself a feme fatal or the dating type I tend to actually socialize more with men, no sexual tensions, and end up having more male friends without even noticing so. I thought Toro was male friend # 203948.
He always dropped little hints my way about liking his girls with a little more meat and things like that, but at the time I was head over heels with this bartender who had me in his palm… and playing with that fact.
My aupair friend had a party towards the end of our program it was late July and I was heading back to europe for the summer, still not knowing if I was coming back, The party got really boring and K’s bar was just 2 block away from the apt so I went down.
K was a total asshole, but I hadn’t realize that Toro had followed me to the bar and was next to me, he bought me a couple of drinks (I had all ready do some shots at the apt.) I saw K hated it so I let Toro buy me more drinks and started flirting with him. I wanted to make K jealous… I got a little to drunk it went a little to over the top cause Toro ended up spanking me and K ended up being really pissed and letting me know we where done.
So I got up left with toro went back to our friends apt and started making out. We went straight to his bosses bedroom. I was so very drunk I didn’t care it was fun, careless and I remember thinking I’ll never see this guy again I’m going back to europe so I even made some acted a little bit porno star like. I was like if we are doing this we are doing it like there’s no tomorrow.
Although I remember that as the highlight of the night, physically it was painful, and once I was still to buzzed to then feel the pain, I was too numb to feel ANYTHING AT ALL. so I was quite disappointed but faked my way through it.
Toro kept asking me if I was a virgin and although I denied it, he totally knew I was lying, afterwards he actually tried to go out with me. But I really just wanted to get this “I’m a virgin out of the way” and felt so embarrassed thinking of all the naughty things I said. My friend said I was loud… more blushing right there! and the fact that I didn’t wanted anything with him made me feel quite guilty.
It wasn’t what I expect. Not even close. But the fact that I know that he really like me and that he was a gentleman combined with the fact that I was truly free with no pressures or thinking what if at the moment made it at least something fun to remember by… it could have been worst!
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